friendships

2010-09-28T06:01:00.000-07:00

Hello(: wanna post all those pics today..but it cant..dont know what's gonna on blogger. only manager to post a few pictures..haha..recently my mood is very bad..lots of pp keep provoke me! idiotic people! today no mood to write more..will post again soon..bye(:

HEHE(:

2010-08-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

HI! Long time no update..haha..this few days didnt really get to use com at home..haha..maybe also i'm lazy la..haha..decided to update today..haha..recently varner came and stay at our hse..cos her mom went to Hong Kong..at first tot they can stay at my hse for at least 5 days..but the 2nd stay..sis(used to be sis in law) mom call the maid and call her to go back the next day..and call sis's bro to come to sg and stay..i feel so angry..stay here for 5 days also cannot..i hate sis's mom..fucking mouth. Then i msg sis and ask her whether varner can stay anot..she say her friend saw my fucking bro with a woman at her condo carpark..WTF! i really feel like killing my cb bro..why his penis so itchy, wanna bring that bitch go home for what..if wanna fuck go hotel 81 la..pcb! sis rejected my request..:( nvm..i send her a msg asking her whether mon can bring varner go to grandma hse..she also nv reaply me..so i tot she is avoiding me..but just now when i sign in msn..i saw her msg..she say we can bring varner go out on mon..which is ytd..but is too late..i nv get to see the msg..god will..SHIT! ytd was also papa's birthday..we went to celebrate with ah yi and shu shu(uncle) which is staying tgt with us..went to a restaurant which got a karaoke..lols..quite fun..nv celebrate with papa and mom like last time..haha..will be posting pics..alot leh..with varner also..haha..he is damn damn cute..lols..but too bad..not get to see him more often..shit my bro..Ambrose(one of my boss )he bought me a box of wife cake..is damn nice..haha..

OH NO! BEAST/B2ST came to SGP again..for YOG..And DAMN IT..i didnt go also..fuck it! with 4minute also..when i realise it..it was too late liao..i really wanna slap myself..lols..sad ah..hee..i hope they come again..i wish to stay at home..prefer not to work but study..but i feel so lazy to study also..shit myself too! haha..ok la..stop here..wanna go bathe and eat liao..post pics now~~ haha..(: BYEBYE!! Tori! when you gonna come back? Misses you @_@ haha..(**PHOTOS ARE NOT IN ORDER**) (Sorry pp..no pics for today..cos com lag..next week i will post the pics..so sorry pp!:( )

2010-07-30T07:03:00.000-07:00

Yo! 2 weeks past ever since my last post..haha..so i'm blogging today la..cos im free...haha..recently nothing much happened..just have some thoughts..why woman/girls/ladies when they are lesbian or bisexual, some of the girls will *tighten their breast*?(SERIOUSLY NO OFFENCE) i know they wanna look like man but dont you think is a little bit foolish? every time i see girls like this, i feel like telling them, please dont do this to yourself..your parent gives you a nice face and body..dont ruin it just because you like the same sex..but too bad, i dont dare to tell them..if not later i sure kana kick ass..haha..people are so troublesome..breast big, scare got breast cancer..breast small, also scare..no breast is the best! haha..recently went to see doctor..a doctor which i always visit when i'm a small kid..haha..i got 10 years nv see her..mom's leg pain..so went to see her..then i also got a check from her..what she says to me, really scare me out..now whenever i sees chicken..i will get freak out. cos the doctor told me not to eat alot of meat, especially chicken..haha..i wont reveal why..cos i dont want people to know it! lols..but my friends all know why la..haha..cos i told them..lols..but last week i went to check again..she say now im still ok la..she told me..i have a 19 year old face but 30 year old health! haha..funny right! my house soon will be more merrier..my mom's friend is going to stay at our house..they will be sleeping in my bro's room..so i have to clean it..i've already clean..which takes me alot of time..but i'm satisfied with it..cos i've nv use so much strength to clean before..LOL! i'm sucha lazzzzyyyyy girl..i admit it..haha..i'm watching (My Date With A Vampire) again! i love that drama..i'm so in loce with those chinese vampire drama/movies EXCEPT Twilight! i just dont know what i dont like to watch twilight..haha..i love the main lead(Fong Tian Yau) & (Ma Siu Ling) they are so awesome..haha..they should be tgt in real life..haha..im so sleepy this few days..maybe because it's raining in the morning or i took the medicine..haha..i need to get more sleep..my pimples are all coming out to see me..haha..i hate them!(who loves pimple?i guess nobody!) LOL! ok..i'm gonna stop here..post some pics of the drama that i love! BYE(:

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2010-07-14T21:40:00.000-07:00

Helllooo~
Finally Things have solve for me..rain and rainbow after sunshine..haha..alot of things happen this few weeks, really makes me feel like dying. sometimes i was thinking..if my mom and dad didnt divorced..what will happen to my life now? haha..but even if i think it's also no use..lol. how i wish that i've got a better brother..dont need to be very nice but need to be good to their wife and capable, most important is..be super good to mommy..sigh. But i dont have!! shit you! i hate my both brothers..both are suckers! haha.. dont say them anymore..makes me sleepy only..LOL. i'm now watching a korea variety show call * B2ST ALMIGHTLY* by BEAST/B2ST..lols..they are so cute..haha..if people who love korea bands or korea or whatever..go see it..haha.. i hope BEAST will come to singapore again..i wanna see them..i miss my chance once already..im so regret! why i got work?!!!!! haha..then for drama im now watching *THE ULTIMATE CRIME FIGHTER* it show on channel U every mon - fri 10pm..i know it's a quite old drama..but still very nice..haha..i think i more and more into moses chan drama..mostly all my HK drama..all got moses chan..i find him very funny when he talk..haha..this few days keep on listening to a HK girl band call *COOKIES*..but i think now the band is no more longer..haha..their song not really very nice..but i like the meaning la..lols. then i wanna watch movie with the guy that i like..but i dont want..lols..i wish only! im so tired..everyday is like not enough slp..everyday have to face to the com for at least 10 hours..my eyes sooner or later sure spoil..haha..ok la..cant think of anything to write now..i miss tori..whenever when we are tgt..we will always dicuss hk actress and actors la..or i intro korea songs to her la..haha..i miss her so much..cos not really my friends like hk or korea..one like china..almost everything all china..one mind only got competition, school and bf..then my cousin leh..she listen..but not really talk abt it..only tori will listen and give comments..haha..tori! faster come back to SG!!haha..byebyebyebyebye!!((:

2010-07-03T06:51:00.000-07:00

I'm damn angry and disappointed more! This is the first time i got customer say im rude to her..Eh! is you take the Marc Jacobs bag yourself then dont know how to zip it back one hor! i tell you so nicely, i help you zip it up..you dont even thanks me..never mind. Then tell you nicely the dresses are on the rack..then go tell you sis we are rude to you..come on la. some more ask me to go to hell..who do you think you are? my mom or my lao bei? you dont even give me money..wanna ask me go and die..i think if i and tania not polite to you..you sure be a pig head now..think we are so nice ah..if you wanna play dirty with us..i think we are much more dirty then you..think our face says that we are so nice and easily bullied..is it? fuck your mother ass..and what the hell is this..my boss told me that if they really call and complain, he will apologise to them..what the fuck! we dont even do things wrong..what for say sorry to them..she scold me go to hell..then who can i complain too..if im no manners..then you are a ill bred! idiot ass! 3 girls and 1 mother! fuck you!! i'll put bomb inside your mouth if i know how to make them! blast your mouth and make you dumb! and i will blast all those people who look down on our family..i hate you for saying us..cant your mouth be more civilised? why must you look down or talk bad about people? you dont talk will die is it? if will die..i help you..put shit in your mouth and bomb it! assholes! Bloody Saturday! im done with all those scolding..say some nice things to you all..haha..i've got my hubby(Louis Koo) signature..haha..Amborse(one of my boss) he is now handling one of Louis koo movie( TRIPLE TAP 鎗王之王)..i think my another boss(Andre) told him that i like him..so he got me his signature!!! haha..And Daniel Wu too!!! haha..he even says that if they come singapore for the movie, i can even close the shop and go meet them..shake hands and photo taking with them..i hope he didn't bluff me..like he said that customer is not always right..but just now you say,,customer is always right! W-T~ -.- too bad..i cant show you all his signature..cos my camera is not with me..handphone got no usb!! haha..i will post it if i got ways! haha..i now watching a korean drama..call IRIS! omg! Lee Byung-hun is so man and so cool..i love him man! haha..i so moody now..bye la! lols-.-

I'm BACK~~~~haha(:

2010-06-22T04:21:00.000-07:00

飞女正传

老公万岁

秋香怒点唐伯虎

Hello(:

I know i have not blog for a very super long time..so i'm blogging today and tell TORI what's happening around me! haha..Dear Tori, i'm sorry for not blogging..i'm happy that you send me the mail..dont worry! i will never forget you!! haha.. This few weeks, life for me was not really happy..because of friends and family..whenever i think of those things, i got no mood to talk or to work. sometimes i will think that why is my brother so shameless..i really hates him..when i sees my sis in law and varner, i feel so guilty! i dont know what to say or do anything to help them..so useless..i remember that day when i was working, i had a really bad mood on that day..Andre(my boss) ask me what happened..i didnt told him anything and i didnt talk to him for the whole afternoon..i think im really a sucker! i shouldn't let those things make my mood bad..*sigh* The next day..i told him what's happening to me yesterday..he give me suggestions and courage me..which makes me feel quite better. Yesterday, went to sis in law house and visit varner..mom says that varner sprain his arm..but nothing serious happen la..he play till so crazy yesterday..keep laughing and laughing..haha..so cute..ask him to smile on the camera..he smile till cant see his eyes..haha..but he is still very naughty..likes to beat his maid..dont know if my idiotic bro really divorced..will i still be able to see varner? i will miss him for sure..i hate the thailand girl! i wish i dont have this brother..then things will not be like that now! I shall not say anymore..if not people will be yawning..haha. Today is my off day..not shiok..cause tmr i'll be working..sad! FRI must work alone some more..cos is tania the idiot BDAY! she confirm celebrate with her gf..wanna throw me and gim away..lousy friend 重色情有~~~haha.. AHHHHHHH! i wanna go and see BEAST ah!!!! why i got work????why.....i wanna go see them for so long..i wanna meet them! my Doojoon and Yoseob!! sad ah..finally they coming..yet i cant go..wth! so sad :'( Recently dl alot of korean songs..got Super Junior , SS501 , Tiara&SuperNova , SEEYA, 2PM and SNSD..haha..For SJ i like their song call Bonamana then for SS501, i like their song is Love ya then for Tiara&SuperNova is Time to Love & Time to Love Listen2(is very nice..i love it much) then got Tori intro my which is CABI SONG by SNSD & 2PM..nice also..i like their MV..haha..now i'm watching HK drama..can intro to you all what i've seen..haha.. Got 秋香怒点唐伯虎, 老公万岁and 飞女正传..haha..quite and and funny la..especially 老公万岁..haha..if you people are free..can go watch it..hehe..i shall see some korean drama when i finish my HK drama..haha..Post some HK drama pics for your to see..haha..Bye(: shall blog when i'm free and not lazzzy!

HAZUKASHII!!

2010-05-27T00:36:00.000-07:00

Finally i boost up my courage and ask his name and age..but of course not straight away go ask him..i ask from his colleague..haha..he is 25 years old..i think his age is ok..but i dont think he wil like my kind of age..maybe is too young for him..later he think im a xiao mei mei..haha..Tania..his name is not FA HAI ah..stop your amittahbha! haha..hias, after asking..i feel so shy leh..the guy told me that he's got a friend which work next door from our shop..i know is who..i so dislike the girl..i think the guy likes the girl or the girl likes the guy..haha..aiya! dont know la..shit! i dont know how to face them man! i keep telling myself..dont like me is ok..im fine with me..but once i think abt that..i feel so giddy! LOL..i know im crazy..i just dont know why..haha..i got no confidence..im not pretty..fat like a buta..haha..he is so tall..skinny like a monkey..lols..so big of difference..haha..nevermind la..at least i done my beat to know his name and his age..haha..i sure embarrass when i see him..cos im sure that his friend will go tell him i ask for the name and age..haha..omg! harzukashii! haha..when i need tania and gim..both not free to reply me..i feel so nervous until i now giddy @_@..my god! haha..im so useless..i not like those girls who is skinny, pretty, good edu and eng..but i am who i am..no one can replace me or what..haha..so if he thinks that im not fit to like him or what..i shall ignore him..cos if he's a man like that..i dont even think he fits to be man..haha..whatever la..i so giddy now..hais! if i know will be like that..i wont go ask le..ask le feel so ps..haha..bye la!

2010-05-18T09:06:00.000-07:00

Mom & Grandma

My Noodles(:
kobanwa(:
As promise i will blog on tues..and here i am..haha..ytd bring grandma to tampines and eat..haha..finally i get to eat my favourite..haha..i wanted to take pictures that we eat..but i was too hungry..so i forget to take some of the pics..and the food i took is like abit disgusting..haha..but i can swear that is very nice..haha..went ISETAN for shopping..bought mom things again..but this time only bought her 2 pairs of earring..haha..i bought myself a shu uemura eyelash adhesive..quite cheap..just $18..haha..and a shu uemura eyelash..at first i tot it only will be ard $10plus..but is $3o+..haha..but she say can re-use for 30 times..so i bought it..haha..went to buy eyeliner also..bought a LANEIGE eyeliner..is very useful! haha..i love it..haha..and it just $29..cheap leh! haha..currently watching a korean drama SIK GAEK..haha. i think it will be showing on Channel U on 25 May..haha..quite nice..lols..abt food..i watch till ep4 only..haha.. I wanna Watch ONCE A GANGSTER! by Ekin Cheng and Jordan Chan..think is is another version of young and dangerous..haha..i will find pp to watch with me..haha..is coming out soon..and i wanna watch A nightmare on Elm Street..haha..FREDDY~~ i wanna watch it..but im scare -.-! WTH..haha..shall find a guy to go with me..then he can protect me! LOL(:

Hais..i quite sad abt it..i wanna let tania gnoh LX to know how i feel! later im gonna post one pic with i wrote to her..i ask her will she keep it..she told me YES! and when sun..i took it home..until now..she dont even ask me did i took the paper or what..such a liar right! her gf stuff..she keep like hell..friend's stuff..she treat like nth..so bad..everything that she wrote to me..all i keep it with me..so unfair..i shall not write to her anymore..YES! IM JEALOUS! but doesnt mean that i like her..is just that why she cant treat friends fairly! and i really just hate her gf..always give her trouble..when tania have trouble..mean i will have also..i will worry abt what will happen etc. i just hate it..why is her gf keep on bully-ing her..fuck it! sometimes i just think that..if she really go back..hope she nv comes back..but this will nv happen dehhs la! Tania, im sorry if i say something harsh..but sometimes i really feel like letting everything out..if you have something troubling you..you can still tell me..but if i have trouble..i really cant find someone to talk to..if the problem concerns abt you..so im sorry if i really say something that hurts you..and pls..change yourself can..be more stronger..dont be like no guts to scold your gf or what..dont always tell me that you are a man..but inside is a weakly bones! AND, thank you for taking care of me..when im in pain..i really appreciate it very much!(: that's all le la!

haha..finally i let things out! i feel abit lose now..not like it the morning..head so heavy like wanna die..haha..write too much le..see pics bah..byebye(: see ya on next week or soooooon(:

YOYOYOYOYOYOYO

2010-05-15T10:17:00.000-07:00

This is mine and tania posting..NOBUTA! haha..

my freaky naked face..haha..oyasumi(:

Hello!(:
haha..now is 1.17am..and im blogging now..haha..cos need to charge my mp4..so i shall blog..haha..update it to keep it alive, if not later jiahui say my blog is rotting..haha..currently im watching NOBUTA WO PRODUCE (a Japanese Drama)..haha..is so funny..got Kamenashi!!haha..this drama is one of my sec sch mates intro one..haha..she is a J-pop..haha..so next time i can find her for more nice Jap dramas!haha..today went to work early..cos in the morning, tania called me and say that her key she left it in the shop..she called the boss and ask whether he got come today..the boss told her that..by the time he come..already very late liao..so he call tania to call me and open the shop for her..so i went to bathe and prepare..see! im a good friend right..she call me..i rush to help her..wahahaha..tania! you must really thankful you got me as your friend ah..haha..joking la..i wasnt angry la..just tired..haha..leg swollen -.-! so pain..haha.. by the way, just now in mrt..saw this young guy..i think ard my age la..he is not very ugly..but his actions makes me think that he is very disgusting..i know i very bad..but i just can stand it..he scratch his ear..then he smell it..omg..in my mind, i was like(omg! can you pls be more cleaner..if you wanna smell it..do it at the toilet or home..this is public leh..) and later..he dig his ear..aiyoh! young man..must be more cleaner leh..if not no gals will like you one leh..i confirm wont choose this type as my bf..looks still not very important la..but the way that you act is the most important..imagine handsome hunks digging nose in the public..dont tell me you can still tahan..haha..no offence ah..haha..and ytd something happened..is not a bad thing..haha..i think last time i did blog that whenever i wear a dress to work..i will always see the guy..he is working the same floor as me la..but he is not working everyday..just then, ytd..he came in and ask me whether our shop got smell man's shirt..i told him have..then he try one shirt..to big for him..haha..but he say he wanna order it..so i ask him to leave his contact..haha..but i was wondering..why he will come in..some more ytd im wearing the dress..and he came in..haha..i think he confirm thank that..the dress is my uniform or i nv wash it!!haha..im so tired..gonna slp soon le la..shall blog on tues..no more malaysia on mon!!!!-.- sad! gonna bring grandma go eat! lols..hope mon she is at home!!dont bomb us again..haha..here comes my noodles! haha..will be posting pics!!((: hehe..bye!

2010-05-10T07:57:00.000-07:00

Hello(:
Will be blogging once a week..so now i blogging again! haha..ytd was Mother's Day..i've bought my mom's present 2 weeks ago..so ytd did gave her anything..but once i woke up, i told her happy mother's day..i think she is happy when i say that..then i text bro..telling him that it was mother's day..then he called mom and wish her..haha..if i nv text him, i think he dont even know what day isit! haha..stupid bro..mom was sick! sore throat and terrible cough! and the most funniest things is..her voice is damn freaky and funny..whenever i talk to her, i will also learn her voice..haha..cos she is out of voice due to her sore throat! haha..even the uncle who sell rojak, intimate her voice! haha..damn hilarious man!! haha..today suppose to bring my granny go out and eat..but she is not at home..dont know where she went..i miss the restaurant 鼎泰蘴!! haha..so we change plan..first went to OG and buy things..bought a bonia wristlet for myself and mom's 2 bonia pouch..haha..then went to my sis in law shop..at first we wanna go there is to take mom's things..but da sao forget to bring it..haha..in the end, i dye my hair in the shop..lols..forget what is the color..it's quite nice la..but if is more brighter..then will be more nice..haha..din manage to take any pics..cos im super lazy to take put the camera and snap it! sorry (: hehe..then we went and eat thai steamboat!! omg! is fking nice man! haha!! i love it so much..although is very smoky..but is super delicious! haha..yummy~~ nowadays, i feel so itchy..dont know what's happening to me! nb! itchy until i wanna die..haha..now dl-ing songs from internet..mom is watching alvin and the chipmunks 2..haha..hope she faster get well la! haha..currently im watching a new japan drama..is last year's drama..by kamenashi kazuya( KAMI NO SHIZUKU) is abt wine..haha..is quite nice..kame is very clever abt all those red wines! haha..i shall write till here la! byebye(:

Hello

2010-05-04T05:37:00.000-07:00

In this drama, this gal likes a guy but the guy told her that she is ugly..i think the guy is fucking blind..she is so cute! haha..i like her features(:

I'm off today..so i shall blog la..ytd was my off also..so me and mom went sakae for our lunch..ate ard $50plus..damn full..i think i so sick of sushi now..lols..ate toooooo muchhhhh..haha..then went to buy my ear piece! yea, finally..haha..of cos, we went and buy dvd! WOO~~ bought my Yamato nadeshiko shichi henge(完美小姐进化论) haha..so happy..watching it now..haa..just watch finish Samurai High School..damn nice..Haruma Miura is so cute in the drama..so cool when he is a samurai..haha..will post some of his pics..haha..but im not gonna act like one jap siao..if not later kana pp say..lols..i know one..so tired..wanna slp..but i could not slp more..cos no time for me to slp..haha..tmr gonna work le..haha..tania you tmr jiu can off liao..so dont keep on kb-ibg me that i so good can off..you can dont need work tmr! LOL..k la..posting pics now! i wanna see IP MAN 2..damnit! but no pp can acc me to go..alright! i will find a bf and acc me go! lols..just kidding man! haha..bye((:

2010-04-30T11:03:00.000-07:00

Hello (:
Blogging again..haha..this few days got nth to do and say..cos is just work and go home watch dvd and slp..everyday repeating the same things..but i'm content what is happening now..haha..only wanted to know more abt *Baluku*, which i think is impossible..tania went and take his shop name care..i ask her to take one la..i didn't manage to talk to him, cos i nv go in with them..haha..so hazukashii! how and i suppose to face him right..aiyo! the feeling..is just so not right! feel damn shy whenever i sees him! lols..ass me! haha..so tired..feel like slping..but have to charge my mp4 first..if not got no batt later! lols..will be posting some photos! is BLOODY MONDAY and YAMATO NADESHIKO SHICHI HENGE! haha..i love bloody monday the drama! is damn nice..when you see..you think this person is nice but in the end! she is a evil one..lols..all the actors are so pretty and handsome! especially HARUMA MIURA! i love him so much! haha..and not to forget my KAMENASHI KAZUYA! love love((: haha..if you pp are are or nth better to do..go watch it! if you are not a drama fan or japan fan..pls shut the fuck up! will be very thankful if you could do it! thanks! haha..ok la..i shall shut up..see my precious photos! and i love the song! ZANZOU by FLUMPOOL! so nice! ! pp go and listen ok? haha..bye((:

YIPEE!!!

2010-04-19T04:08:00.000-07:00

YEAYEAYEA~ Hello everybody! haha..

TOday so happy..finally bought the perfume that i want!!! BURBERRY CLASSIC! haha..and i bought mommy BURBERRY TOUCH & BURBERRY BRIT SHEER..haha..and a BONIA Wallet..cos me ard $300 plus?..haha..then we went Crystal Jade and eat..went buy disc also..i pay one! haha..bought a cd that is all korean drama songs..decided to put in the shop and listen..i'm so sick of english songs! haha!!then mommy bought honey from yummy house..my god! damn exp..but is nice and healthy..haha..mom bought 6 of it! haha..each cost $89..but mommy join their members..so is $60 each..haha..i think is quite troublesome..cant use steel spoon to stir..but is healthy! haha..And, bought a toy for varner..a toy that soft and qian da..will have light when you bounce it..haha..$2 leh..exp! haha((:

Today wake up damn early..feel so sleepy now.i shall go slp awhile..if not i will die! LOL..i will post some pics from my camera..from chinese new year till now..haha..cos my bro nv pass me the usb cable..until now then i can upload..haha..Tania! Stop thinking abt prata! *SLAP YOU* haha((: BYE~~~

2010-04-18T09:58:00.000-07:00

I'm super lazy to blog!
Mommy was sick and was sent in hospital, she is still not feeling well. Hope she will get well soon!
I am damn tired.
Wanna sleep more more more.
I'm in love with BEAST/B2ST!haha
I wanna see SAT IN THE CITY!
I wanna see him everyday when i'm working(:
I wanna eat Ben & Jerry!
I wanna Download more Korean Songs!
I hate Tania Gnoh & Ong Gim Hui(*OPP*)(:
I'm Gonna Get Crazzzzzzzzzzy SOOOOOOOOOOOOON!
BYE(:

2010-04-13T00:17:00.000-07:00

哈咯！今天我想写话语字，所以请大家见谅。嘻嘻
其实这几天我都觉得我很不开心。有很多的事情发生，有的让我觉得很伤心，有的让我觉得很生气。其实我真的很不明白，为什么人就不能不贪心？我有时真觉得做人很难。想死有怕痛！真的是觉得我有精神病！还有人为什么嘴巴要犯奸？说少点话，难道会死吗？为什么要一直说一直说个不停！我真的很烦！你们从来都不理会我的感受和想法！我可以说我比哥哥他们还要疼你，为什么你就是不能体会到呢？我活得好累！有时候真想要有一个人在生边分享我的不快乐，可是每一次都没有人来问我好吗还是怎样。。以前不是这样的！大家为什么全都变了？我讨厌现在的生活！！我好不快乐，谁知？当我需要人的时候，谁会来帮我？根本都没有人会来！我每次都要强颜欢笑得面对你们，你们没一个人都觉得我对你们好是理所当然。如果时光可以倒流，我希望我不会出生在这世界上，那就是一间令我的家人开心的事！哈哈。现在的我不想去管那么多，我也不会去理会别人的感受，我只会疼我自己！！我很不满我的人生啊！！！！！！！！

个位关赏我的blog的人，请你们不要理我说的话。因为我只是在自言自语。对不起，谢谢（：

2010-04-08T00:30:00.000-07:00

Yo Peeps! here i am update my rot and smelly blog(:
This few days things i feel quite sad..cos of somethings bad happened in the shop..Things was stole from the shop. I dont know which PB kia stole one..if i know, i'm gonna break his/her neck! F*** it! Dont know is my fault or what..but i rmb when i went home, i still see those things in the tray..but when i go shop the next day..it's gone..ask my colleague, she say she dont even know got that brooch..sigh..i wish those missing items will be back..so tiring..and i now feel so bu shuang, piss off! cos my dai yi ma come visit me..haha..but boss din blame me for losing those things..i tot he will be very angry. but he didnt..he spoke to me for a long time..i feel so an wei when he say those things to me..which i feel like thanking him..but of cos i cant say in front of him..feel so embarrassing later..haha.. That day something makes me really smile..i saw the guy that i like, he was reading a BOOK! omg..i tot he is those ah beng type..haha..but really very funny..i nv tot that he will read..wondering what book he is reading. haha..tania off today..went par tor with gf..i leh? work work n work..no life one..haha..but glad that still got pp acc me..which is my boss la! haha..will be working with tania soon..feel so nervous..haha..later if i do something wrong she will scold me one! sob..haha..joking! haha..oh! i love a new korea band (BEAST/B2st). their song quite nice..haha..i like the song (Bad Girl) n (Mystery)..Damn nice..haha..although i dont know what they singing..but nvm..i still like to listen to korea songs..they make me happy when i feel sad..cos i got no one to talk to when im feeling low..so songs is the only way i can feel happy when im sad..haha..feel like seeing him..but he's not working today..hope got no gf or bf! haha..then i got chance liao..haha..Joking nah..i dont even dare to look at him..how can be with him..talking craps! haha..i wanna go bangkok , Korea , HongKong N JAPAN!!!!!!!!! wanna chiong and earn more $$$$$$$$$..i will go visit you all sooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnn! wait for 5 more years! lols..k la..lazy to type liao.haha..byeeeeeeeeeee~

2010-03-29T07:44:00.000-07:00

Hello(:
Here i am blogging again..haha..met some strange incident which happened on sun, i already wrote on my facebook..haha..(OMG! So dangerous in the mrt just now..i tot this guy is normal, suddenly he scold @#$%^&**&^#%#$ at this gal who is in front of him and like wanna kick her..he is damn freaking scary..he is in front of me some more..later he kick me! LOL)..haha..today mom went to chinatown for her studying..lols..should i say is training..lols..then went to chinatown to fetch her..go shop and eat..she suddenly ask me whether i wanna buy heels..omg..finally she wanna buy heels for me..haha..so i bought a pair of wedges and bought her a pair of shoes for her work..haha..so happy! just watch finish a korean drama 原来是美男（You're Beautiful) then now thinking of watching what drama..intro everyone this few drama! 老友狗狗（A Dog's Tale HK Drama) , 善德女王（KoreanDrama), 情人眼里高一D(HK Drama) , 恋爱星求人（Stupid Cupid HK Drama）..haha..and and i wanna watch my BLOODY MONDAY 2!!! my God..i hope the dvd faster come out..i wanna buy..only got 7 Ep..haha..yeayea!! i wanna dl kara and SNSD songs..haha..so i will blog when i got time nah! haha..

2010-03-25T23:47:00.000-07:00

I have a funny thing to share..

I was sick and keep sneezing..so inside the mrt, there was this guy sitting beside me and his friend were in front of him sitting..suddenly i ahhhhhh chuuuuu~ 3 times..i fart..my god..i think he heard, so he went to his friend there and tell him..haha..i was really embarrasses at that time..but now i think is super funny..i fart in mrt, some more in front of this stupid guy.. i think this is the most funniest thing i ever done in this few months..lol..lastly, i wanna thanks peeps for caring me when im sick..haha..today im quite well..cos got enough slp..haha..yea! hope later will be very well!!! woah oooooh!!!! hehe..bye(:

2010-03-17T21:14:00.000-07:00

SUEY DAY~
Fuck..i really hate this few days..alot of nb fucking things happened..shit not well lah..cnt buy things la..lost something la..kana nag la..fuck leh..why so suey this few days..hais..i really hate my mom..i wish she could just shut her mouth and let me do what i want..cos is really unreasonable..i feel like slapping her..say abt her i jiu angry..then today went out, i need top up my card, so i bring the top up card along..but i need to throw rubbish..so i damn nb idiot..i shun bian throw the card in it..after that then i realise that my card is gone..fuck it lo..i damn stupid can! shit..but it's lucky that i still got my bro to help me..if i tell my mom..sure kana gan again..asshole also give problem..(ya, i know im disgusting but i just feel writing out..see if you wish, dont see just shut your com-.-) shit also will bleed..fuck lo..so scare my stomach inside got something..stupid tania keep saying i got piles..nb her..i wish is not..ytd shit got blood..so tania ask me to eat yogurt..so i go buy and eat la..eat liao stomach very pain..so went to shit again..end up i lao sai( eng lousy, dont know how to spell in eng haha Sorry) i tot it will bleed mre..but it nv..so good..so i decided to eat yogurt everyday..hehe..hope my shit will be soft and well..i dont want my asshole bleed again..so pain! haha..k la..i so sleepy now..but cant slp..shall write till here..bye(: pls dont suey anymore..i hate it!

2010-03-15T06:09:00.000-07:00

YOYO I'M BACCK(: haha..
today is monday..so i had my off day today..went to malaysia today..so that that i cant buy heels..(slap my mom***)haha..she dont wanna let me buy..hate it..she say i got too much heels liao..spoil then can buy new one..fuck it..lols..but she pay for me my haircut..haha..i have more fringe now..cos i ask the lady to take hair from the back and cut..my hair is really less..tmd! haha..but i have fun today..haha..shall post some pics today..new fringe and my bestie photos..haha..lazy to type more..shall change the bowen story now..hehe((:

NOTICE!
Some photos there is got no make up..so underage, old people better dont see..for your own good..later you die i dont know!! WAHAHAHAHAA(:

2010-03-09T03:48:00.000-08:00

Harliew(: haha..update cos tori ask me to..haha..im super lazy to do things..even eating..haha..i still rmb i read one comprehension when i was primary sch..this boy name bowen, he die of hunger..he is a very lazy boy..even eating also his mom have to feed him..so one day, his mom got something very important to do..so she told bowen that she put some bread on his neck..when she got back..bowen die..cos he is toooooooooo lazy to open his mouth and eat..haha..stupid loh..although im lazy, but im not gonna be like him..haha..erm..this few days im quite ok..except some customer piss me off..haha..ehhhhh, dont know the guy notice me anot..haha..so happy when see him..later he thinks im a pervert..my god.haha..alright if i keep on saying him, later tania will say im a despo and slap my swee swee face..haha..i wanna buy new phone..say this to mom..but she nv say anything, which means is ok, i guess..haha..hope i can buy..super long time never change phone..haha..wondering shall i get BlackBerry or Nokia or or or Sony Ericsson..haha..shall consider again..i like Nokia E72..is damn chiooooo, the gold color one..haha..but is for those business people take one..haha..bought the korea drama ( You Are Beautiful) ytd..haha..didnt really shop ytd..cos bring along baby varner ..must carry him..so heavy loh him..haha..but he is cute..when ask him to call gugu..his head will stick on me..haha..i hope the maid that they are hiring..will be nice and good to him..if not i will kill her for sure..haha..im tired, sleepy, and wanna shit..haha..cos buta likes to shit! lols..k lah..i lazy to type liao..hehe..bye Tori, Tania and gim and and peeps((: wahahahahahahahaha

2010-02-27T09:54:00.000-08:00

Baby Varner
Yolanda me Me(Tori&Buta)

Pleasant Goat & Big Big Wolf(((:
Hello(: lotsa things happened this few weeks..good things, bad things, happy and sad..haha..Quarrel with friend..know a new friend..friend's leaving..all sorts of things nah..haha..Firstly start saying that i know a new friend..her name is Yolanda Ho..she is singaporean..but staying at New Zealand..At first she came in and ask whether DressCode is hiring..then i ask her to leave her contact all this lah..then few weeks later..boss decided to hire another worker..so he hire Yolanda..when i first saw her..she is like blur blur..sotong one..i dont know why..we can talk alot for the first time when we sees each other..and she likes to watch hong kong drama..same as me..and she started to listen 2PM songs..cos at that time i was playing 2PM (HeartBeat)..and she likes this song alot..so she started listen their songs..Good good..haha..then we chatted alot alot alot..like as if we know each other for a long time..but it is just only 3 days..haha..she taught me Japanese..which i wanted to learn the most..i still rmb..i ask her pig in japanese isit 'Batu"? she say HUH? got this word meh? so she told me..pig id BUTA! not BATU!!!!! wahahaha..the things we like is almost the same..haha..so i think is very nice to talk to her..alot of topic also..haha..but super bad that she had gone back to New Zealand..The day when i meet her, cos have to take the shop key back..so meet her..when i tell her when reach there have to take care yourself everything..i cried..lols..my tears just drop..haha..i dont even know why i will so sad..i tell her..if she nv goes back..we could have be best friends..she also say the same things..haha..she is Tori(chicken) and im Buta(pig), we are the animal friends..haha..and she even give me a bird sign board when she's leaving..so sweet right..wats me to rmb her..whenever i sees bird..i will rmb her..haha..cos she is tori! haha..TAKE CARE MY DEAR TORI!!!! haha..went to DA JIE's ROM ytd..ahahaha..congrates!And Happy Bday to Da Jie((: din really take photos..cos din bring my cam!!! Shit man..haha..then last week go ah ma hse..uncle buy mt a burberry bag..dont know is real or fake one..lols..but i dont care..haha..so tired..everyday work..but is fun..haha..ok lah..gtg liao..TIRED! hehe..bye peeps! oyasumi..sayonara~
oh ya..im into a cartoon call (PLEASANT GOAT AND BIG BIG WOLF) Super cute and funny..i bought all the DVD..haha..gonna watch them..i love them so much..喜羊羊！！hehe((: bye

2010-02-11T21:52:00.000-08:00

Well, Work is quite ok..boss is nice..give me a bag as a bday present..lols(: Tmr will be new year eve..exciting, cos can get to see my ah ma, cousins and relatives..haha..can get ang bao..hehe(: Valentine is coming..now i saw alot of girls carrying flowers or love shape balloon..i dont have..stupid..lols..working here is quite enjoy..cos can see the guy that i like..haha. hope to see him soon..haha..bye(: BUTA~~~~haha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME((:

2010-02-08T06:52:00.000-08:00

It's my Presents((:

It's Ugly me((: hohoho

My mommy and papa
My Cake(:

Dinner @ Crystal Jade(:

My Broken nail>>

Happy 19th Birthday to myself..haha..i'm 19 already..i know i'm still young..but don't know why, i just feel i'm like so old..haha..weird..today is quite tiring..but is super fun. Went out in the morning, bring Varner to CWP ..bought bak kua, DVDs..and clothes..haha..so happy..and then went home for my room cleaning..is knn tiring man! lols..but overall is still ok..cos my room is cleaner now..hehe..receive presents from my ,mommy and papa, da ge and da sao, er ge and er sao, Yuan yi, Gim, and last but not least..TANIA gnoh..haha..i love my presents! lols..thanks all my love ones! haha..i shall post the presents that i've receive((: oh ya..i give myself a present too..which is a broken nail and blood..but is still ok..is just ugly!! hehe^^

2010-01-27T07:57:00.000-08:00

HELLO(:
Something funny happened today..haha. Maybe some people will think is funny, maybe some will not..but to me, i think is damn funny..LOL! i'm a person who is afraid of cockroaches..The story goes like this... Just now finish work, went to take met..is very pack. Alot of people going home..but ard braddell, abit people drop off..then i was standing at the middle cabin..just then, i saw a small cockroach..the cockroach was crawling under a uncle's leg. So i keep staring at the uncle's leg..The lady in front of me think what i'm looking at..so she also see the direction that i'm staring..I think she didn't saw the cockroach..The uncle also see why i'm staring at his leg..i told him, there's a cockroach under his leg..but when he look at the floor, the cockroach quickly ran away..his leg got a scar, he told me that the cockroach isit his scar? then i tell him no..haha..suddenly, the damn cockroach comes out..and finally the uncle saw it..he prepare to step it..but the cockroach run damn fast, he miss the shot! LOL..the cockroach hide back into the hole..i keep seeing whether it will come out anot..finally it comes out again..this time, he die! haha..the uncle step it, but miss again..then the lady beside step also, but miss again..got two nurse also try to step..but miss also..at last, the uncle quickly step it..and it die!!! haha..funny loh..4 people stepping one small cockroach..haha..this is the first time i saw cockroach in mrt.. hell man! luckily not big one..if not i'll scream and cry..haha..when they were stepping..i was laughing..i keeping laughing and laughing..haha..the uncle ask me whether i scare cockroach..i say yes..then he tell me..dont need scare lah! haha..funny uncle..told this to tania..and she call me and keep laughing..haha..funny..

To: Dead cockroach

Dear Ms/Mr Cockroach.. Rest In Peace bahhs.. I don't mean to let the uncle kill you..is you suey..let me sees you..if not you wouldn't die dehhs..hope you next time don't get kill again! Amittahba(:

Haha..i know im stupid..haha..k lah..shall stop here..haha..bye(((:

2010-01-19T07:59:00.000-08:00

Helloha~..Boring and sleepy day..lols. Now everyday work work and work..Sleepy and tired. haha..Today QingHui jie come find me..with her bf..Good Good..haha..Long time no see her..hope she is doing fine..haha. today sales bad..sold one dress only..hope boss is not angry. LOL! Tania ah Tania! stop liking girls and be a maid lah! you ASSSHOLE! lols..I MISS TANIA GNOH AND GIMMMMMM! Faster meet up..you 2 asshole..haha..gonner charge my Mp4 then go sleep..haha..Tomorrow got to wake up early and work again..haha.BYE^^ and Good Night(:

2010-01-13T07:32:00.000-08:00

HELLO(:
Didn't blog for a long long time..so i shall update today..haha..was busy working this few weeks..thanks to tania, so that i could get this job..colleagues and boss is good..but dont know why..i'm soooooooooo scare of the boss..lols. Whenever i sees him..my mouth will shut and no smile..haha..maybe because he is the boss..so i see him, i will stress..haha..but other colleague can joke and talk to him well..i don't know why i can't..LOL! working is tired..but still must work..can't stay at home doing nothing..haha..result was out..actually i quite content with my result..but if compare to other people..is quite lousy lah. haha..don't know should study or work leh..work can earn money..but if not continue study..next time pay will be more lesser leh..how leh? LOLS! Tania is damn good today..bought me food and acc me in the shop..haa..can't stop making fun of her..haha..took pics..but she is the main lead..almost all pics got her..only 1 or 2 got me..nvm lah..i shall post it..who ask her is my best sis And and..mom bought me a Hello Kitty Bracelet for my Birthday..is super nice! i love it man..thanks mom^^ Oh ya, Ytd was mommy birthday..happy belated birthday toooo my dearest mom..i love you((:..haha..k lah..shall stop here..lazzzzzzzy to type le..haha..bye((((:

2009-12-19T04:54:00.000-08:00

HELLO(:
Went out with my BFF ytd..Morning, brought my grandma to changi hospital to check her gastric..cos she keep saying she is in pain, so i need to bring her and check..The doc say need to bring her back on the 28th for a scanning..Hope she's fine..after that went back to woodlands and meet Gim up..and went to Plaza Sing to shop..ate our breakfast at Mos Burger..haha..after that slack awhile..jiu walk to Cine and meet Tania..Dinner at Bugis. STEAMBOAT! haha..yummy! But we din really eat too much..we only take one round of food niahs..haha..but is super delicious..haha..shall meet up soon to have another round..haa. After dinner, went to take neoprint..Long time nv take le..i think we 3 got 2 years nv take neoprint le..haha..it's nice..i love it so much..haha..brought a new ear piece at bugis street..it's cute..shape like m&m chocolate..haha..was fun ytd..Meet up soon my BFF! haha..bye^_^

2009-12-08T01:18:00.001-08:00

Baby Varner is sick..I hope he will faster recover!
Boring at home, but i just love being at home..haha.
I miss my Friends.
I love my family.
And i'm Boring.
Lastly, i'm Hungry!LOL(:
bye((:

2009-12-06T02:17:00.000-08:00

Finally i've watch GOKUSEN THE MOVIE! haha..so loving it man..haha..Kamenashi Kazuya is so handsome in the movie..haha. Watched with yan in the morning..haha. Is a bad day today(suey) haha..morning meet wrong time, forget to bring EZ link card, mrt slow..get out of the wrong station..Reach there about 11 plus..Movie starts at 11.05..haha..but i don't mind..Cos i got to see the movie..haha. I'm happy..so happy((: Wahahaha^^ I will go buy the disc when it's coming out..cos it's nice(: haha..after finish movie-ing, From Dhoby, we walk to far east and have our lunch..i ate Zha Jiang mian, Yan ate dry dumpling noodles and we order fried dumplings and gyoza..Damn full..haha..scare of damplings now..haha..but still is nice..Their service is bad, feellike slapping thier faces! haha..Food is quite nice..haha. Yan today is abit *Mad*..keep laughing and laughing non stop..haha..but is cute..haha..have fun with her..hope going soon again! haha..Thanks Yan for accompany go see this movie! haha..^_^ bye(:

2009-12-04T01:35:00.000-08:00

Hello(:
Today wanna share with every woman, young ladies a true story i watch yesterday..It is about this Japan young lady called CHIE(千惠)..She died last year due to cancer and she is just only 24years old. She is a very cheerful, friendly and nice young lady ..This is a true story, and they film it into a movie call April's Bride (生命最后一个月的花嫁).. Through out the whole interview, i keep crying. when she was 23years old, a guy name 太郎(TARO).. They work for a project and get to know each other, TARO thinks that CHIE is a nice girl. So he decide to date her..But one day CHIE touch her left breast and she feel there is a hump at there, she never think so much at that time..She think that the hump will go away someday. But after one month, the hump in her left breast is getting bigger. So she told her father and went to see a doctor..Doctor told her that she's got breast cancer..After that she meet TARO and told her that she's got cancer..TARO did not walk away insist he hold CHIE's hand and told her..let's keep it up together, don't give up.. I think if any guy hear that this girl got cancer sure don't know choing or siam her till far far..But he didn't..Two of them together for 1 year plus.。CHIE is a girl who loves to be pretty(whole girls in the world also likes to be pretty! haha) But because she needs to take the medicine to cure her sickness, her hair started to drop..so she needs to wear a cap when she go out with her boyfriend. And his Boyfriend accompany her to wear cap also..They like to go out alot..took alot of pictures. Tragedy struck at Chie..she has to admit to the hospital for treatment..but she is still so cheerful as before..She didn't curse or swear when she got this sickness..I think if is me, i sure cannot do that..so i very impress her. Doctors told her that her tumor in her breast is getting worse, must remove her left breast in order to let her live. She is so sad and scare..She message her boyfriend that if she is not perfect what will he do..Her boyfriend reply, even if you don't have a eye, breast or what, you are still you..I won't leave you. TARO is really a very good boyfriend..

Everytime when he finish his work, he will come to the hospital to accompany Chie..if i'm not wrong, i think after the surgery Chie has get well..but few months later, she was in pain and went to see doctor..Doctor advise her to go to the hospital for checking..The doctor told her that the cancer cells in the body is back..and it spread to her lungs..her left lung has store alot of water inside..and make her can't really breathe. so she need to admit to the hospital again for treatment..The doctor help her to suck out water that store in her lung..This day, her boyfriend take a video camera and took a video of Chie..he ask Chie, what do you do when you are in hospital? She said..LIVING.. she is very cheerful when she say that..Once, she told her boyfriend that she's scare and she wanted to live..can't really imagine that a young lady can be so strong to face all the sickness..Chie's mother had passed away for 9 years..she die of cancer also..So her father is taking care of her. One day,Chie's doctor ask her family members to talk about her condition.Doctor says that her cancer cells had spread very fast and there is nothing they can do about it.So one of her family member ask' how long can she live?' Doctor say..1 month,when the father hear that,he can't take it. He decided not to tell Chie about it ..Chie has got really good friends..her friend ask her before what is her wish..she said, she wish that she can wear wedding gown..So her friend plan with TARO that let her wear wedding gown and took wedding photos..but Chie don't know about it..her friend keep finding a church for her, but if wanna book a church for wedding..must wait for some time. But they got not enough time..so her friend have to search for other church..finally there is a person called her friend and told her that a church can be use..So her friend told Chie about this..

Chie is so happy..but she only thinks that is wear wedding gown and take photos..but she never thinks that her boyfriend is getting her a big surprise..The day before the wedding, her friends help her to make medicure..she say she really love this, is beautiful..The day comes, Chie is not really feeling quite well on that day..so when her condition is good..Friends help her make up and out they go..when Chie is in the car..she is not really feeling ver well..she say when the oxygen pipe is not in her nose..she feel abit can't breathe and she's giddy cause of the car..but she still trying very hard to be ok..finally she wear the gown and take the photos..Her boyfriend told her that if she is well, they will have a real wedding..now only practice..Chie never thinks that her boyfriend will bought a ring and put on her hand..This ring is Chie saw in magazine and she likes it alot..she never thinks that her boyfriend will buy it..She is really very happy..After the wedding not long..Chie's condition is getting worse..after April end, Chie only left not long to live..i forget when she passed away..when she passed away that time..she hold her father's hand and close her eyes..She's gone..forever..she say she wanna call the people who works at the media because she wanna tell all ladies that don't think cancer only middle age people will get..Younger people will also get..and young people can be more serious..The cells will spread very fast..Fast until the doctor can't believe it...Chie really help alot of people after the show came out..There is one lady, she wrote letter to the media saying that after she sees the show, she went to see doctor for checking..and she's got breast cancer..but is a eraly stage..so she wanna thanks Chie for telling them her story..i really feel sad for her..i think she is with her mom in another world..is really a pity that a very cheerful, nice lady will and like that..now i thinks that life is really very important..if i got no tomorrow, i sure will cry@_@! haa..If Chie is around, i think she is properly the most happiest lady in the world..got such a wonderful boyfriend and a nice father and a bunch of good friends..but too bad..she's gone..May god bless her..(Sorry people, i know my english is bad..but i hope you guys can still know what i'm writing(: ) Thank You((: If you guys wanna watch the show..Go youtube.com type 生命里最后一个月的花嫁part1/11 But only got chinese subtitles. And they also film it as a movie..haa(: bye

2009-12-03T02:30:00.000-08:00

Hello(: i nv blog for a long long time..haha..cos im tooooo lazy to blog..and im busying watching my drama 'Gokusen'! haha..im so loving it man..haa..i think this is better then GTO..haha..the teacher is so funny..LOL! I wanna go watch the movie..But i think no one will acc me go..as my friends they all sure not interested dehhs loh..haa. Hias, shall see how. Post some pics that i went to my cousin PeiFen's Wedding. Congrates them..haha..she and her bf date for 8 years and then married..so sweet..8 years..i wonder how they do it..haha..i think i cnt face a man for too many years, i sure will see his face, see till sian diao -.-! haha..The sec pic that man is my father..i think i got don't know how many years nv take photos with him..haha..i still rmb i got take neoprint with him when i was pri 5 or 6..after that, jiu nv take le..haa..Next time i shall take photo with him(: LOL! My super cute nephew VARNER grow super big and fast..haha..i carry him until my hands wanna break..he is so cute ok! haha..but abit naughty..likes to see cars, buses..just like his father..i think when he is big..he sure like his father, crazy over cars..haha..school had end..no more school for the time being..don't know is good or bad..don't know my result is good or bad also..lols..hope is good or okok loh..haha..im so lazt to get a job..but i must get a job to earn some $$!!haha..FIGHT~OH~! haha..bye^^

shall i study or work??

2009-11-10T04:00:00.000-08:00

Hello(: things are not really smooth for me this few days..even shit also wanna bully me..lols..shall i go to work when i finish my nitec in ite? i don't know..mom say she is soooooooo tired of this f****ing work..and she wanted to rent out the room..what can i do? if i go out work..i can earn money, but next time when i get older how? don't know earn enough anot..haiyo, so fan leh..haha..i wanted to go higher nitec leh..but my result like this, how to go leh. shit..haha. But i think i choose to work, at least can earn some money to help my mom..emm, work! Earn more more more more $$..haha. sometimes i was thinking that, why my mother divorced..and why my father is like this..if things was not like that..what will we become? maybe my mom dont need to go out work, stay at home be a housewife..then i brothers are good to mom and dad..give allowance to them every month..and whatever..haha..but things already turn out like that..so there's really nth i can do abt it..haa..one so call happy news bahhs..my best friend..finally is ok with her gf le..but doesn't mean that im ok with her..haha..sorry ah..but im happy that she's happy..haa.I WANT TO BUY CROWS ZERO I..BUT THE DISC SHOP NV SELL LE! OMFG!!! where am i going to find you, my Serizawa! lols..haha..im getting a 'siew dor' (crazy)..haha..school is gonna end sooooooooon..i want job man! lols..k lah, i go eat my donuts le(: bye^^

I'M LOVING IT((:

2009-11-08T01:25:00.000-08:00

HELLO(: i'm blogging today..haha..just wanna share with everyone that i love this movie(Crows Zero & Crows Zero 2 铃兰高校) sooooooooooooo much..haha..but i think not most pp know this movie bahhs..haha..i bought crows zero 2 first..i've nv watch the part 1..then after finish watching the crows 2..i start to love this movie..haha..the content is about fighting lah..but i think the guy inside is damn cool..they can fight until they vomit blood.but still can continue fighting..lol..i like this guy Yamada Takayuki. He act as Tamao Serizawa..he is the leader of Serizawa Army..haa. Damn freaking cool..haa..but until this guy Oguri Shun (Genji Takiya) leader of GPS..all things have change..he fought with Serizawa, and he win..so he became the strongest person at Suzuran High school..haha..it's a nice and exciting movie..haha..

Today is my best friend 100 days with her gf..i hope everything for her goes right today..no quarrel, no cry..only happy and good things..bless her(: bye..

2009-11-05T04:39:00.000-08:00

I feel very sad that when your best friends is in trouble..you can only stare and see her..i felt i'm so useless..i was really very sad that she is crying. I known her for 5 years and this is the very 1st time, she cried until like that..i listen le, i feel so sad and helpless..i don't know how to help her or what can i do..all i could do is just wait for her to call and cry and told me what happened..sometimes, i really feel like go and find this girl, shout at her, scold her and ask her why you wanna treat my best friend like this..she damn love you..why always wanna do such things to hurt her..i really feel like going to find her..but once i know i do that..my friend would be in trouble..i really feel like shouting at her..all i can say is i now dont like her..my friend is like crying almost everyday, when she call me..i listen her crying, i talk to her..but i know she cant listen to what im saying..although you love the person..so what..she treat you like this..im your friend, i see le..how would i feel..you say before you wanna protect her..but im your friend, i also wanna protect you ah..if let's say..now im the one who is in your shoes..you sure will talk like me..i just dont wanna see you everyday use your tears to wash your face..it hurts me..we are friends for years..we have feelings and friendship love for each other..we wanna protect each another..so i wish that i can protect you..but whenever i say, you always cry and tell me..you cant bear to leave her as you do so many things for her..but what does she do for you? all i could always listen is..she always hurts you..i dont know why she could so heartless..you treat her like a princess..she treat you like a slave..what kind of relationship is this..i just wanna my friend to get love..and lead a normal life..is that really very hard? i just wanna everyone in my life to be happy..why could you pp just hurt those pp who loves you! i dont think i could go out with the girl..whenever i sees her..i will rmb..how she hurt my friend..if this relationship continue, i hope this girl will treat my best friend well..i hope she dont do ****ing things and hurt my friend..if not, i dont care how big you are..how many back up..i will go find you and shout at you and scold you in the public..i swear.. best friend, i know you will see this posting..but i hope when you see it, dont get angry..if anything i wrote is nasty..im sorry..hope you can be happy..bye

2009-11-01T01:35:00.000-07:00

Hello(: 好久都没blog 了..哈哈..刚才我在channel u 看到了一个韩国节目是说小baby在妈妈的肚子里是否可以健康的成长。原来我现在才知道早产的婴儿是不健康的。早产的baby在成长的是时候会有很多的病，如果小孩早产，可能是因为妈妈的子宫出现了问题。然后小孩就会发出讯息，还有如果妈妈们患有高血压，会有不够的血提供给小孩。那小孩就会把他的肾，胰藏的血提供给脑和心。但如果小孩生下来后，小孩可能会不健全。我看到那些早产的婴儿，真的很难过，必竟是个小生命。原来生命是如此的脆弱的。所以人们应该要爱惜自己的性命。哈哈！希望没个小孩都可以健健康康的出生。哈哈！（：拜拜咯！

2009-10-11T03:39:00.000-07:00

watched the korea movie-Haeundae the deadly tsunami..the front part is funny..but its very sad movie..when i see the movie..i cried..damn sad loh..alot of pp die loh..although i've nv see tsunami before..but it is very scary..kills alot alot alot of pp..i hope there won't be tsunami or earthquake again..so scary..lots of pp lost their lives..but it's a great movie..haha..pp should go and watch it..haha..having a bad flu..i wanna be ok! i hate being so sick..haa. i think no pp likes to be sick..lols..hais..dear flu, faster go away ok..lols..tired..tmr no sch for me..haha..i still got mine one week MC..lols..but feel like going back to sch leh..although class is boring..but i still wants to go and talk cock with my classmates and friends..haha..bye^^

2009-10-09T05:01:00.000-07:00

my da sao>>

My lovely card done by gim

2009-10-09T03:52:00.000-07:00

suey,was admitted in hospital for 3 days..injections, dripped and test blood..shag. lols.. doctor give me 1 more week MC..haha..then have to see the doc again in 4 weeks time..haha..lucky i got no operation..if not today still ad there..haa..heng ah! and i'm dripped..it's is painful when they poke the needles in my veins..but i din cry this time..then i got injection, and need to take my blood for testing..so it's painful..haa..doctor tot is appendix..so i need to stay at the hospital for observation..haha..the 1st night is quite ok..nothing happened also..the only problem is, when i want to go toilet..i need to press the bell and ask the nurse to help me plug the machine out..so that i can go toilet..so is very troublesome..haha..i know new friends over there too..there are those student nurse from nee ann poly..haha..they are very friendly and nice..love talking to them..haa..and there is one auntie also very cute..she chat with me sometimes when she walk pass me..haa..not many pp came and see me..but nvm lah..cos the visiting time is sucks..12pm - 2pm and 5pm - 8pm niahs..if pp work until8pm..then don't need come see the patient liao oh..lols..becos of the stupid H1N1! mom, da sao, tania, gim and daren came see me..gim make a card for me..it's nice..i feel so warmth..lols. and one damn scary and hilarious thing..there is this ah ma..idk she is idian or malay..she looks like malay, but her children is all indian..haha..she can speak malay and tamil lah..so idk what's her race..lols. i was slping last night..she just came and open my curtain and wanted to press the reset button..but got one lady try to stop her lah..so i nv care so much..then she open my curtain again..i was so afraid that she will come disturb me..so i nv slp much..but when i slp again..somebody open my curtain again and i got really shocked..but is not the auntie..is the nurse , she wanna record my blood pressure..then she apologise to me..cos i was kana shock..haha..and the ah ma tell another nurse that she saw one man, a lady and a children wearing all white standing..and she say got a lady with long hair standing at the back of the nurse..then the nurse tell her..no one behind me..and i'm in front of you only! lols..i heard le damn freaking funny..then the ah ma nv slp for the whole night..heard from pp saying that she went to disturb alot of patients..lols..she slps in the morning and awake in the night..haha..hope today she won't disturb anybody anymore..haha..lucky i'm out..if not i think i today cant slp ok!!!((: bye^^ congrats that tania found a nice job..haha..bye

2009-10-06T07:42:00.000-07:00

hello(: sometimes was thinking..why do people like to judge another people? and why some people like to close up themselves and think that the whole world is bad people? haa. i don't get it..is it really hard for people to communicate to each another? lol..sometimes i think we should relax ourselves and don't think too much..if they were going to harm you, they will do it long time ago..must they wait till now..human shouldn't be so stubborn. haha..ok i know i'm saying this is very funny..haha..but when i read a person blog, she makes me got this thinking. lol..i don't say she is bad but not really good either..actually i also not good lah..but i'm not a big bully or whatever..lols. i hate peoples think that i'm 'ah lian' or what, which i'm not lah..but sometimes i don't know why people will think like that..like, when i'm trying to be good to them, they will think that i'm trying to harm them or thinks that i'm a cunning woman..laugh. when i good to you, i really trying very hard to be your friends..not your enemies..or why should i be bad or harm you. no money take also right..lols..i only will be BAD to two person only..which is my two besties plus sisters Gim and Tania. lols. but they will know i'm good or bad to them..hee(:

Went malaysia with mom and yan again! haha..went to wong kok char chan ting to eat again( everytime we go there eat, cos there is the only restaurant my mom knows) haa^^ then went to shop.. then went city square..bought alot of ghost story books..now my whole mind is full of 'it' lols..then bought a cute pooh bag for baby varner..haha..i very paiseh leh..sunday is baby varner's bday..yet i haven't even buy present..well, because i don't have miney..if i never buy this com..i think i still have money..haha..so i don't know what to do also..hais! And i get irritated whenever i see my shoulder..cos those dead skin are dropping out! omg.. an i have little bubbles in it..so scary..when i press it..the water come out..i don't know why will likr that..it's my first time getting sun burn..i hate it.. i shall not swim ad afternoon anymore!!! haha. now don't have the bubbles le..onlt the skin..i hope faster ok..and it's itchy..haha..hope faster get well. so ugly..and i'm black..haha..nevermind lah..shall do more whitening mask..haha..

tomorrow going out with da sao..going to take those extension hair give her.. need to go golden mile..haha..k lah..tmr or thurs i shall update..bye(:

2009-09-30T03:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to ting ting house swimming..haha..and we got really bad sun burn..until now, my hand and body feel so burning hot and pain..LOL..next time wont go swim at 12noon! haha..finish swim..went into the sauna room..so comfortable in there..haha..finish sauna-ing , went to bathe, make up and went to city hall to collect ting ting hula hoop..haha..then went bugis shopping..i've bought a spectacles and a book abt SS501 concert dehhs..haha..quite exp lah.. $10 plus..haha..ting ting bought a sunglasses and a spectacles..we have the same design but different colors..haha..finish shopping..we went home..feel very tired and pain..haha..today nv go out..cos whole body feel so hot and pain..so stay at home..watch my hong kong drama-Burning Flame III..haha..quite nice..about fireman one..i forget the part 1 and 2 le..i dont think i got watch part2 before..haha..alright, shall post until here..got no pictures again..sorry(: haha..bye^^

2009-09-20T07:45:00.000-07:00

Super Duper long no blog liao..haha..i try to blog last week, but when i press publish out, my whole writing gone..knn loh..lols..today went out with ting2..actually i suppose to go change money at yishun dehhs..then i called ting2, she called me in the morning..but i nv pick up..so i called her loh..she say she was at amk..i ask her whether want meet anot..then she say ok..so she wait for me at yishun..haha..i took one hour to reach there..cos have to bathe and make up..haha..but she nv get angry..so we went to the money changer..shit! it's closed!!what the .... loh..haha..so we went for shopping nah..we went comics connection..and i bought SUPER JUNIOR posters..and one pen plus a pencil..haha..im so happy that i've bought that..next time i shall go buy more..hehe(:

Then we went cold storage to shop for her kang kong..her tortise food..lols..we walk ard the cold storage..haha..super fun..see here and there..haha..then we went mini toons..she bought 3 different sizes of boxes..haha..put her bra, panties and socks..haha..after that, we went cotton on..haha..bought 2 tees, one singlet and a slippers of his bf..haha.. we choose until sibei long..haha..funny loh..

after finish shopping jiu go back le..haha..then just finish eating..chat awhile with my neighbour..haha..i think i have good neighbours..im lucky..haha..not like some pp..got bad neighbour..haha..just finish watching 2 japan drama series..(Mr Brain & My Handsome Butler)..and it's damn nice..pp, you all should go watch it..haha.. k lah..i'm stopping here..haha..bye(:

2009-09-04T06:50:00.000-07:00

Stupid ass shit! Can't upload pictures again..nb kuku..nevermind then..haha..today went to the pasir lebar camp with school..didn't take any photos, cause when we first arrive there..i feel that my bladder is going to brust..think when i inside bus, i drank too much of soya bean milk..haha..then i ask the army tour guide whether there is a girl's toilet here anot..he say have, but din really know where is it..so we go and look for it..haha..then when we ask a army boy, he point to the tour guide a boy's toilet..haha..then when he ask the army boy where's the girl's toilet..he don't know where is it..haha..hilarious loh..then me and ting2 jiu say nevemind loh..ren until go home..but the tour guide insist want find toilet for us..don't want to keep our urine inside..not good..haha..so gentleman sehhs..first time got people find toilet for me..haha..

Then when we reach the toilet, is only for one person dehhs..so we both went together loh..more fast..haha..after finish our shh shh~ we went to the combat world to see the tanks and don't know what thing..then Mr Lim told us to walk for 10 mins jiu go gather..we reach there around 3 plus..4 jiu go home liao..knn, abit waste time loh..haha..but overall is still ok lah..haha..then i ask the tour guide alot questions..ask what he do inside army, ask his pay one month how much and alot lah..he answer all my questions..haha..funny(: oh, i ask what's his name..he say Geoffrey..then i say orhh..then i ask again..eh boy, what's your name again ah?he told me again..then i ask again..he say again..because i don't really konw how to pronunce jis name..lols..sorry ah(: haha..but now i know..hee((:

Know what..in the end i got his number..haha..so i message him lah..the he say i left quite a impression..cause first thing we alighted the bus, jiu want go toilet..haha..funny(: wahahaha. tomorrow going to eng's chalet..i don't know what to wear..oh, so headache..haha..i'm so tired now..home is so quiet now..so scary..i par par sehhs..oh my ):ok lah..bye((:

2009-09-03T06:08:00.000-07:00

HELLO(:
Yesterday went to see yuki..oh, she so lively and cute now..but she coming her menses..haha..but my dasao still give her walk around the house..when i came, she bark..but when she saw me, she wave her tail..oh my..i see le so touched siahs..haha..dasao help her cut the hair..now the i know yuki is damn skinny..hais, so pathetic..but i'm happy that dasao can look after her..she's really a good sis in law!haha..after dasao finish reborning her customer's hair, we went compass point to shop for yuki's pampers..haha..cos she's having period, so dasao wanted to buy pampers for her..so that she can walk all around without dropping blood out..hee(: haha..we brought a packet of pampers, yuki's canned food ang a pant for yuki..haha..i bet yuki is more more happy now..and i'm happy to see her happy..haha..yuki don't like to eat the food that last time my ersao buy..so dasao all throw away and buy new food..now yuki likes it's new food..i hope she will grow fat fat!!haha..i miss you yuki(:

Today(: eh, morning went to school..was late by one hour..by the time me and ting2 reached there..class almost finish..haha..tok gong right..i don't want late leh..my stupid bed lah..makes me don't wanna wake up and go to school...hee(: then went mac for lunch..today meet my best of the best friends(Gim & Tania) oh, i loove them so much..hee(: but i was sad that one of them is not happy..due to some problem..hais, i hope she will be fine soon..when she cried, my heart felt pain..it's abit disgusting when i say like that, but it's true..i don't wanna see my sisters sad or what..i want them to be happy everyday..but i think is abit impossible lah..haha..but i still want them to be happy..hee.tania help me paint my nails..i love them man..thanks dearest(:

Aigoo): tomorrow stupid school starts at bloody 1pm..fuck leh..damn freaking late man..then 2pm finish, must go to the don't know what camp, don't know go there for what also..lols..i think tomorrow i'll be freaking tired..haha..alright lah..got nothing to write le..haha..byee((:

2009-09-01T04:04:00.000-07:00

HELLOO(:
Today is teacher's day, so there is no school..quite good.haha..so i shall blog today..haha..well, last sun went to edna's birthday party..but i was so bad that yesterday i forgot to wish her a happy birthday..what a jerk am i..lols..sorry ah edna..haa..sat im going to eng's chalet..but i really don't know what to wear..cos my clothes almost all is black..lols..must think of ways already..lols(: haa..

well, there was something happened also..don't know can consider is a bad or a good thing. but i still think it's a bad thing..thinking about this guy, i really damn angry..although his pics quite handsome..but his fucking character makes me damn hating him..alright, the story begin..there was this guy, i know him at friendster..he drop me a msg saying that he is who, how old and whatever lah..then ask me to add him at msn also..so i add him lah..but the msn don't know stupid or what..can't add him, so i ask him to give me his num lah..he give..i tot good things is going to happen..but in the end, is all nightmares! damn hell man.

so i started msg him lah..then he say: i think you are busy..nvm you go do your thing..i nv reply him..after that, around 10pm..i reached home, i msg him..he say i don't care about him or what..then i say: wah, saw your pics so handsome, you don't expect me really think that you wanna be friends with me..haa.then he reply say that: you really wanna break contact with me, i told him..see yourself loh..he jiu say..i don't want..then i say, then ok loh..be friends..we msg for awhile..he not reply me..i jiu text him saying that, later you free then reply me..he jiu reply back, im not busy..just wanna test you that if i nv reply you, you will msg back anot..what a guy is that..it's so not gentleman right? He called me at night..then we chat awhile..he keep saying that my voice sound sian, i told him that my voice is like that..what can i do..he jiu kup my phone..wtf is this guy man..i try to call him. but no answer..the he called back again, say what? like is i find him..fuck siol..then he say i sound like don't want to talk to him..i already say no..he keep saying like hell..

Tragedy happened again..he kup my phone again..wth is he man..how can a guy just kup a gal's call..some more twice..i told myself not to bother this fucker again..so i msg him, " i can't commuicate with you..first time got pp like you kup my phone twice..best ah(:" ard 2am..he msg me..awake? i don't even wanna bother him..handsome so what?big fuck meh..think all gals wants you? dream over your big head! 你送给我，我都不要..i only like to see handsome guys..but i kow what is my limit..although i'm ugly or what..but i still have a good heart..at least i won't anyhow kup pp phone..you this lj lang..handsome on the outside..but inside all rot..i feel so pathetic for all your gf and ex..think they all hates you..and mostly! i hate you too..hate you 1000000000000000000000000 times..you kuku fellow.

Shall stop saying this bastard..haa..today my blog so much of colors..i miss yuki..next week can get to see her..hopefully she still remember me..haha..i miss her soooooooooooooo much..da sao say she ow no bark..more cute..haha..good lah..at least now she get to run at home..feel happy for her..cya soon yuki..haha(: alright i shall stop here..haha..bye (tania and gim..got bf no me already ah..especially tania! want die isit..i will kill you if you make me angry..cook you into kong bar pau!! wahahahahahahahaha(: i'll be back)..hehe..bye((:

2009-08-28T06:41:00.000-07:00

HELLO(: nothing special happened this few days..expect Yuki has gone..not that she's dead, is give to people liao..omg, when the day she's not at home, i cried..i can't bear her to go..but mom told me that, she go is to let people love ..not like at home, always stay at balcony..yesterday, i've forget that yuki is not around, i wanted to go and feed her..then when i go behind then i realise that she's not here liao..funny loh..but my house is getting much more quite without yuki..feel so strange..yuki stay with us almost 2 years..so suddenly she ot around, i feel abit weird..haha..maybe will get use to it soon..hope yuki will be happy..be a free dog..haha..Edna bday is on sun..haha..going to her house and celebrate..haa..oh ya, must congrates that gim have a bf..haha..what a lucky man..to my our gim as his gf..*(gim's bf, must treat our gim well wor..haha) lovely..tania also have her love ones..only left me..but nvm..i dont mind also..haha..to me, i think single or attached is the same bahhs..haha..maybe i have meet a guy that i really loves. haha..but i dont care now..let the nature take place..care so much, later more jialat..haha..oh no..i spend too much le..my heart broke man..so sad..gonna save save save again..haha..i wanna watched Final Destination 4!! gim and tania..faster acc me go watch!!!!paili kar..haha..lastly..hope my besties will last long with thier love ones!haha..Nights(:

2009-08-21T09:56:00.000-07:00

2009-08-21T09:49:00.000-07:00

Now is almost 1am..haha..feel like blogging..so i shall blog lah.haa..everyday i will do the same things..go school, go home, slp, eat and watch tv..it's kinda boring..but i like it..life should be simple and nice..haha..but, i hate the feeling now..i hate when mom scolds me..i fucking hating it..sometimes feel like dying..but don't have courage to die..lols..i'm a useless bum, i know..lols.alright, i shall just think that my mom is singing lah..lols..i hate yuki bark..everytime when raining, people walk pass..she surely will bark..so irritating..mom say wanna throw her away.but i dont want leh..think is very curel..why bro wanna buy dog but dont want to take care?i hate it..aigoo!kinda sleepy now..shall go slp bahs..nights(: i wanna watch movie!!no one is free..FUCK IT!bye

2009-08-14T07:36:00.000-07:00

Hellos(: Long time never blog le..haha..think nobody sees also..blog also no use..lols..this few days just stay at home watch dvd..nothing special also..haha..boring life..but i like it..lols..went jb with yan, gim's birthday..went out with gim, tania, ting..watch UP 3D..quite nice and funny..haa..i wanna watch alot of movies! G.I Joe, murderer, where got ghost, the frozen flower and the final destination!haha..oh, i think i'm in love with Super Junior! haha..i love their song call *It's You*..its so niiiccceee!! haha..and i like their member call Donghae..he's cute..haha.ok lah..post a short post for today nah(: bye

2009-07-31T06:19:00.000-07:00

FUCK THE BLOG! Cant upload pictures and everything..fuck it!i hate it! i wanna blog, cant blog..nabei kuku..nevermind, i shall post the pics when i can post it..shitass. this few days i did nothing except watch my korean drama, go to school, go find Tania then go home..nothing special also..haha..i'm kinda lazy to blog also..but i must keep it alive lah..lols..i think this term , the teacher teacher one. all i dont know how to do and understand..haha..and something is very funny and weird..last term those classmates who never study one, this term..they learn and do their work..then those who study last term, this term..they are slacking..and sometimes dont even listen when the teacher is talking..haha..one of them is me..haha..i dont think i will have the chance to go higher nitec..must see how liao..haha..hope i can understand what teachers are talking about..haha..today mom cook curry chicken..yummy!!haha..i love mom's cook..haha..actually i dont know why i like to think alot leh..lols..recently watch "Fei Tian Xi Shi" then i was thinking..in this world, really got a guy like Daniel meh?haha..now almost all people goes for the loos and figure..where will people go care about the heart..haha..such good guy are extinct now..haha..does looks and size really matters? if a guy with no looks but he treat you well and never flirts OR if a guy which is very handsome but treat you no good and flirts around..which will you choose?haha..i think all this stuffs. maybe because i'm fat..so i have alot of things to think..haha..i think those pretty girls wont understand how we feel..even those skinny girls with no looks, guys also can accept, why those who got looks but with no figure dehhs, you all jiu reject..shitass leh..i'm not saying about myself..cause i got no one in mind now..lols..at least give chances to them and know more about them..sooner you sure will fall for her dehhs..dont use eyes to see..use your heart to feel..lastly, those pretty girls will also grow old one day..you dont expect them to be pretty forever dehhs mah..haha..so, all the guys, think before you choose!lols..alright..i think i'm to long winded..haha..bye((:

2009-07-16T04:58:00.000-07:00

2009-07-16T04:49:00.000-07:00

HELLO Everybody!..had been very tired recently..so didn't blog..haha..today i finish school early..so i'm blogging today lah (: haha..yesterday went to find Wifey..she say she got something wanna give me..so i went there..she bought me a BB cream from Beauty Credit..cost over $80 loh..so expensive..OMG! lols..THANKS MY DEAR!!lols..(Remember next time don't buy such expensive things give me le-Wifey)..lols..and ting ting, think she kinda boring when we are doing project in class..she take all the sensors and play..she say she want make Transformer!lols..picture will be post out..haha..very funny loh..now she become more pretty liao..haha..mom is sick, hope she faster get well..haa..alright..shall stop here for today..a short post..haha..good night everyone!(: LOVE G.T

2009-07-10T05:06:00.000-07:00

2009-07-10T04:55:00.000-07:00

Finally can upload pictures le..lols..but i lazy to upload..just upload my favourite band SS501..haha..i love kim kyu jong!haha..so cute man!..lols..yesterday, something had happened..i swear i wasn't purposely, it was a accident..nadiya phone had drop on the floor and her LCD crack..her phone is so fragile..drop once and it is crack..i was walking beside her..my hand just hit her hand..her phone jiu drop liao..i dont know why it will drop..hais..so suay..nb! she never blame me..but i was really very sorry lah..so went to look for tania..i cried in the end..axel says it's not my fault..but i think that everyone is blaming me..i shall not walk close to people anymore..i swear..this few days, i had been going tania's work place to find her..although we didnt chat alot..but we are happy to see each another..haha..too bad that gim she's not free..cant meet us..haha..today, i din go to school..cause i'm lazy?haha..thanks tania for the food!!!haha..i love you two!bye(:

2009-07-07T04:56:00.000-07:00

It has been so many days..my stupid blogger still cant upload pictures..lols..not i dont want upload..is the blogger fault..haha..yesterday school starts at 8.30am..haha..i reach there about 9 plus..cause i wake up late.Some more the idiot side gate never open..have to walk 1 damn F* big round then can reach school..wtf..because of the stupid H1N1!!!STUPID!haha..yesterday class dismissed early..so went to Varner house to see him..mom also got go..he now grow so big liao..haha..so cute..i will upload the pictures if the stupid blogger is ok..haha..so cute and very funny..when eating kiwi fruit, he make funny faces..cause the kiwi is sour..haha..then he sleep so cute..keep on pulling my hair also..lols..babies all like that..like to pull people's hair and grab people's face..haha..mom ask me to send varner's photos to him..so i pass it to her to let her see the pics..i ask her to return my phone back, she refused..then she look all my photos..suddenly he sees ming zhou photos..lols. she ask me..bf ah?.of cause i say no..cause it's really not mah..so paiseh..haha..but lucky she nv kb so much..if not i jialat leh..haha..went to buy the maybelline gel eyeliner and a Za lipstick..haha..then agter that jiu go home loh..haha..today class also dismissed early..so i went home and get some sleep..i was freaking tired man..dont know why..i hope later at night i can sleep..haha..ok lah..i want go see my video liao..bye(:

2009-07-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

Hello (:
Today i shall blog again..haha..this few days, i cant sleep again..i don't know why will like that..in my mind, i don't know why things will just pop out in my mind..is so horrible..like yesterday, i slept at 4am..i had nightmares..i dream that i was in a house with Gim..she was sitting at the stairs. Suddenly she called me..she was shivering all over her body..pointing to the opposite house saying that there was a ghost over there..so i turn and see..i only sees a *people* walking pass..i not sure whether is a human or what..lols..the next action i did, i think is very funny..i take a sugarcane and hit Gim's head..haha..still got some more dreams appear..but i can't really remember..i hope i won;t have those nightmares again..lols..

2009-07-02T06:44:00.001-07:00

YoYo! I know that i long time no update..cause i'm lazy..haha..but today i'm free..so shall blog today..haha..actually everyday i'm at home..haha..busying watching my japan and korean drama..haha..i was like 24/7 keep on-ing my television..haha..was watching EAST OF EDEN..is a korean drama..quite nice..but the male lead die in the end..haha..then just watch finish BLOODY MONDAY..is a japan drama..is about terrorist, they bought a virus call (bloody X) and wanted to kill all the Tokyo people..is quite scary lah..but the end is abit not good lah..haha..dont know there will be part 2 anot..lols..got i sure buy..lols..watch ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND also..in the end Tanjo Night die..so sad..i cried..haha..and and i also watch finish THE JIKEMBO OF YOUNG KINDAICHI..haha..that was a quite old Japan drama..i think all the people knows bahhs..haha..by the way..school gonna start soon..abit boring going back leh..i rather stay at home watch dvd..haha..i did go out this holidays..the last outing was with my besties..is TANIA's birthday..so we went out and celebrate..First we went amk to buy her things..then she bought 4 contact lenses..she give me one..so good right..hahaha..then we went for steamboat..haha..after that we went esplanade for some chit chatting..we brought liquor and drank over there..haha..then gim was the 1st to drink finish..the she was abit drunk..haha..we chatted alot there..how we know each other, how we feel about each another and alot..i was really happy thay they are my friends..although now we have different lifes..but we still cares about each another..even we never meet, we will always contact with each another..haha..so me and tania 18 liao..only left ong gim gim..haha..faster 18 lah..then can watch M18 movie..lols..haha..i think i really gonna get crazy over SS501..heard that they will come to Singapore for thier asian tour concert..i cant wait to see them..i must start saving now!!!!haha..actually wanted to upload their photos dehhs..but this F***ing blogger that upload!bakah!!!! Tania say she will acc me to see the concert..she even want to pay for me..haha..where to find such good friends..you see..lols..i know i very thick skin..but i not so buay paiseh..need my friends to pay for me so exp dehhs tickets..she already need to pay hers dehhs..of cos i wont ask her to pay lah..haha..hope i can save $$..if not i sure cant go their concert..haha.. i think mostly people will like hyung joong..cause he act inside the boys over flower as *Yoon JiHoo*..haha..SS501 consits of 5 people..Leader is Kim Hyung Joong, Heo Young Saeng, Kim Kyu Jong, Park Jung Min and the smallest is Kim Hyung Jun..haha..i dont know what will my reaction be when i sees them..haha..i think damn many people will go see them once they arrive in Singapore..haha..so they can be famous in the world!haha..now they are at taiwan..why dont want come Singapore now siahs..lols..faster come leh!Roar!haha..but i not so desperate to see them lah..jk only..hehe..their song is nice..haha..think they will realese their new album on 7 july bahhs..dont know only HMV has it or what..cause i went HMV see..there got their old album..guess how much? at first i tot was $20-30..but in the end is...$80 plus..damn exp man!haha..of cos i never buy..i not so stupid..haha..i dl all the songs already..haha..i cant waste any $$ now..i must SAVE SAVE SAVE!haha..ok lah..i think i very luo soh(naggy)..then i shall stop here..haha..bye bye yo((:

2009-06-11T05:18:00.000-07:00

Long time no blog..had been working and due to my laziness..haha..actually i'm working..but i quit recently..cause i think i can't cope..maybe one of my senior was right..if i can't cope this simple job..next time i sure will every time change job one..this few days of working, i feel so stress..first day is still ok..i work as greeter..oh ya..i'm working at amk cathay..greeter means i need to tear the customer ticket, have to ask the runner whether the hall is clear, so that i ca open the light and let the customer go in and watch movie..so is still ok..but however on the second day, i think i'm abit stress..no, not abit..is alot..i work as back counter..means i have to pop popcorn, help to top up ice..help those counter people to take the drinks and more..i take the ice until my hand so pain..and the popcorn..the oil, burn my finger also..i feel like crying..in my 18 years of life..i have never ever done such things in my life..so i feel stress..i 1am then finish my work..reach home ard 2am..so late..my god..i don't know how melsha and all those seniors survive in this work..lols..i work for 4 days only..then i quit..lols..i know i useless lah..so easy jiu give up..but i quite stress in this job leh..like for example, if i do counter..when i finish my job, i have to count the money..if i shortage of money..i will have to pay..so if i everday shortage..i think i pay more then my pay..haha..cos i'm a blur queen..hais..like nad..she shortage of $6..then sec day, $8..haha..so i dont wanna work loh..

Monday, went jb with mom..go holiday plaza shopping..went to wong kok char chan ting for lunch..haha..pics will be upload..haha..then went to shop..mom bought my a high heel..haha..i love it man!haha..love mom..i never buy shoes for a long time..haha..then bro came to our hse..then 3 of us played majiong..then have our dinner..then at night, da sao came..then we 4 pp continue our majiong session..haha..i lose alot in the afternoon..but ad night, i earn it back..but is not real money lah..we dont gamble with real money..is bad..haha..then they stay overnight..haha..next day, da sao cook thai fried rice..haha..my favourtie..yum yum..ad night they jiu go home liao..haha..

we bought disc also..bought my bloody valentine, horseman, detroit metal city and lots lah..haha..now watching east of eden..80 episode..haha..so loong leh..lols..but is still ok lah..not that bad..haha..i think that's all for today..long enough already..haha..later you all read till eye pain..lols..bye((:

2009-06-11T05:16:00.000-07:00

2009-06-01T10:02:00.000-07:00

Exams was sucks today!i think i flunk it man..damn it..i learn one all never come out..i never memorise one, all come out..WTF man..i'm totally angry..hope wed exams will be easy..i dont wish to fail it..ohmygod!!!!hais..so sad leh..today bought mom a pair of shoes..then bought mascarra for her too..cause she say her mascrra finish le..haa..then bought polo tee for work..2 for $30..haha..then ate crystal jade for dinner..then watch tv and rot..hais..exams more easy leh..wanna die already..haha..dont wish to fail)): paiti!!tomorrow going out study with sathya they all..hope i can memorise more things!yea!good luck to me((: gambatte! bye ((:
oh ya, gonna start work on thursday..hope the job is ok..haha..((:

5 Years of Friendship! some pics that is 2 years ago and now((: i love them so much!

2009-05-29T04:57:00.000-07:00

2009-05-24T04:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO YO! long time never update already..haha..cause i'm LAZZZY plus i'm SICCCCK! haha..i think my mom had spread all her bad germs to me..that's why she will recover, in the end..i got sick..haha..oh my god! i'm so xin ku..haha..flu makes me cant smell anythings and eat also no taste..haha..so jialat siahs..hope i will faster ok! may any god bless me..haha..finally watch finish boys over flower..i like the ending..is kinda nice lah..haha..dont know whether wanna buy the japan version one anot leh..haha..shall see how..haha..yesterday dear Varner came back home..haha..but too bad i cant get near him..cos of mine fcuking sickness..nb!haha..but nevermind..i will get well very soon dehhs..haha..starting tomorrow..i'm gonna buck up my ass and study really hard..haha..i cant afford to fail my exams..if i fail..i think it's the end already..haha..yea! pai di!haha..i hate sick!!! hope my asthma wont come..dont wanna go see doctor..haha..later need to end all kinds of medicine..i hate it..haha..oh ya man! i'm in love with one Korean boy band..haha..is SS501! ohmygod..they all so shuai man..haha..i'm hua chi again..i know..haha..but their song really quite nice..haha..love them..hope they will come singapore..haha..i sure fly go there see them!haha..joking..i got no wings to fly also..hee((: tomorrow got to go sch..sad siol..but still have to go..cos i wanna study!!!haha..ok lah..shall write until here..haha..anything i will update dehhs..haha..but this week, think wont blog bahhs..cos wanna concentrate on my study..haha..k lah..bye peoples!haha..((:

2009-05-18T07:02:00.000-07:00

IMA CRAZZZZY OVER THE KOREAN DARMA "BOYS OVER FLOWERS 花样男子"!!((: THEY ARE SO HADSOME..LOLS..LUCKY MOM BOUGHT THE DISC..LOVE MOM!HAHA..AND THE SONGS IS NICE!OMG!!!!!!!HAHA..IMA GETTING CRAZZY OVER IT..GONE GONE INSANE!HAHA..JUST LIKE A SIAO TIG DONG..HAHA..帅死了！哈哈..

actually this few days nothing happened also..so got no much things to update..haha..but exams is gettig nearer..so gonna buck up and study hard..haha..at least can go higher nitec..ima content already.haha((: so must study hard..yea! Gambatte!haha..one funny thing, i was saying that i interested in a boy..but now..damn NO! haha..i not interested in him anymore..dont like his attitude..haha..ima not sad or whatever..dont care him also..lols..so ya..that's it!haha..tomorrow gonna go sch again!bored sehhs..haha..alright..nothing to say already..as i want go watch my 花样男子 loh..haha..bye!

2009-05-13T04:13:00.000-07:00

Was kinda not happy today..it's a wed blue..haa..morning, classmates give me attitude..afternoon, need do those fucking project..makes me so dulan..well, i didnt express my anger out..if not later sure quarrel..i know she will be talking behind my back..but i dont give it a damn..some more sathya is angry..wth..dont know why so peh cek..fcuk loh..AND AND..one lj guy..fcuk him loh..knn, scold me fcuking bitch behind..dont dare to say in front of me..wtf..is he a guy or gal..knn..damn angry with him leh..how can he like that say me..since when ima a bitch..knn..make my name smelly isit..let me hear you one more time you saying me..i sure confront you..pcb..think i fun to say isit..try me lah..think i scare ah..think you guy i scare isit..dont make me siao only..pcb..i sure do something if you continue saying ima a bitch or what..i know although got pp dont like me..but you cant say pp is a bitch one what..i got say you meh..BASTARD! now then i say you ok!lj man..like gal only, know how to talk behind pp..SI AH GUA!shitass you~ think i care abt you..stop all your childish actions lah..knn..think you still small ah..dont dare to talk in front of gals..knn..hope you see my blog..then you will know ima writing abt you..you know who you are one..ok! dont act one cb blur..i tot you were a nice guy..but in the end..i was wrong..is just a b**** only..then you fucking hates me..wtf..you guy anot? shit lah..now makes me damn fcuking hating you..i swear i wont talk to you anymore..pcb!

Aright..stop talking about that bastard..haa..just hope to see the co-op boy..*laugh* he's so cute..sathya the all want help me take um..but i really scare leh..haha..later he reject or what..then i will be damn ps loh..haha..oh ya, today the channel 8 fliming at our sch..haha..then me and friends go there do calafare..haha..was like wtf..just ask us to wave ad the teacher..then call him 'lao ba'(father)..cos one of my friends call him father in sch..then we all call mr quek..but today, he want us all call him 'lao ba'..is more close like that..then i think i really look like one idiot loh..haha..and i look fat too..haha..the show will be out on AUGUST 4..wth..still got DAMN long ah..haha..

Axel got so called a new 'gf'..haha..but havent officially tgt lah..haha..but ima glad that axel can find a new love..haha..hope he can with the "cherry zi"..haha..happy for him..haha..this few days my mood sucks man..hate coming 'da yi ma'..makes me dulan all the time..hope faster finish..then i will be fie!((: alright..then shall write till here..lazy to type more already..haha..byes((:

2009-05-09T05:46:00.000-07:00

Had nothing to do..so decided to blog..haha..actually i have done nothing much this few days..so didn't know what to post..
but still i have to update my blog, in order to keep it alive..haha..and i have alot of time..not like gf and lao gong..busy girls!haha.
Today is SATHYA birthday..haha..so gonna sing happy birthday song to him..haha..
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to SATHYA!
happy birthday to you..
HAPPY 18 TO YOU!may your wishes come true!
haha..another thing makes me feel like unreal or shall i say is funny..haha..last week,
i received miao rui message saying that Mr Quek, my last year form teacher..he want us(miao rui, nadiya, melsha and me)
to film one channel 8 show..its wanna interview us how ite students and the teacher communicate or whatever..
haha..i was kinda scare lah..but in my mid..i was still thinking whether is true or not..haha..
hope that day i wont be toot toot on the camera.haa((:
oh ya, my damn mp3..spoil liao..haha..didnt know why will spoil..haha..i damn clumsy one leh..haha..
lucky still got handphone, still can listen songs..if not ima ganna bored to death!haha..nowdays, very hot leh.
the weather want to kill people..haha..must have some wind mah..if not people will faint ah..haha @_@
alright, shall end here..got nothing to write also..haha..oh ya, maybe soon i will know a new friend..
look forward to chat with her..haha..everytime read her blog..makes me thik that she is a nice girl..haha((:
k lah..dont say so much le..haha..byebye..hope my lai ang faster come..over date abit long liao..
but dear readers, dont think too much..ima not pregnant or what..haha..so dont worry..haha..
bye la!((:

2009-05-06T04:51:00.000-07:00

2009-05-06T04:30:00.000-07:00

It has been a few days since i blog..haha..so today gonna update..haha..watch-ed *FRIDAY THE 13TH*..with melsha only..haha..we didnt went for our LPD lesson..cause we haven't done our project yet..gonna faster do..cause is going to end soon!!haha..think gonna do on sunday..don't know other team mates free anot..haha..hope they free..After movie, we went to bugis ad shop for axel's present..bought a purple ape shirt for him..but(purple is not a gay color ok..)haha..hope he will like it..if he dare say anything..i sure scold him until mad ah..my present he nv buy me anthing..yet i but present for him, he say things..i sure scold him one..lols..haha..then when wanna go the temple pray, two lady approached us..they intro us the facial thing and wanted to give us the sample..at first we keep say don't want..but they keep telling us to go..so we went to have a sit there..the they started to talk..talk talk talk..in the end..me and melsha book the time and date for facial..haha..first time doing facial..all along, i only at home do mask only..haha..it cost us each $39..at first is $49..but in the end they ask us to pay $39 niahs..haha..so next week we will go do our facial..lols..my money gone..gonna save money again..haha..stupid..

The day before, my 2 brothers, their wifey, my sis in law brother, baby, and the nanny came to our house and eat..haha..total got 8 people..haha..i was happy to see baby..so cute..keep pulling people's hair and face..haha..took some photos..later will upload..haha..watch-ed finish my dvd..stupid..in the end the hero die..wtf!but overall is not bad..haha..now watching 珠光宝气 haha..see the 1st ep..still not bad..haha..i wanna see the movie..*HORSEMAN*...haha..gonna see it soon..haha..

haha..alright shall write until here..haha..bye((: I JUST HATE HER! love my gf and hubby(: byebye^^

2009-05-01T05:15:00.000-07:00

Finally ima back home..haha..happily..yea..went to my grandma house and stay..haha..cause she's sick..so i have to go her house and take care of her..she stays at bedok..from woodlands go there damn far loh..haa..i know i very bad..staying with her is torturing..why do i say so..firstly, is hard to communicate with her..secondly, i have to cook for her..which i've never cook anything before except maggie mee..haa..i stay there for 2 days only..and i felt is like 20 years..at there..i cant do anything..like using com or what..i the middle of the night, i still have to wake up and cook porridge for grandma..in my 18 years of life..i've never wake up 2.30am to cook food one..then i still have to fight against all the bees and cockroaches..which i so scared of..i cried..cause i miss my mom, home, and yuki..i misses them alot..i cant leave home for long..i sure will die one..lols..lucky ima back now..grandma went to hospital for check up..i hope she will be fine..hope she faster get well..i dont want my relatives or family to leave me..all i could say is..i have 2 terrible nights..i hope i wont have those days again..god bless my grandma!((:

*maybe this thing doesn't concern about me or i dont have the right to judge or whatever shit..i still wanted to say out..cause i damn fuckng angry!nbcb..i hate this fuckng girl..think she is so cute..whatthefuck..face to me like shit ok!bloody hell..always hang around the guys..call them darling or hubby or whatever..think you chicken isit..plk!knn..i really damn cb angry loh..feel like slapping her dam cb face..whatthefuck she think she is..make all the pp fooling around her..ccb..to me, you just small girl lah..knn, wanna flirt around..think you dai sai..knn..you just a small peanut ok!i dont put you in my eyes also..i hate you acting cute..all guys know her or like her..i think you all eyes got shit ah!seriously i think she sucks..really..i fuckng hate her..i hope she kana car bang or what..but dont die lah..let her disfigured..then she wont go around flirt with pp..ccb..makes me so angry until wanna curse pp..pcb..dont let me fuckng sees you..i sure scold you plk one..think i dont dare scold you..try me then..if you want call pp come down or what..is your fuckng taiji..i dont give it a damn cb care ok..plk!!!!!go die lah..ccb!*

so angry of her..cb..dont say liao..say until i damn dulan..finally mon can go sch with my dearest friends..sathya and shawn..haha..but shawn always late..be punctual((: haha..just now bro call me..say he will come home next mon..with sis in law..yea..then i can do my hair..so happy..haha..my hair extendsion keep on dropping..then like very thin now..mon sis i law jiu can help me put back liao..haha..happy..hope faster mon..and finally when they come..we can play majiong liao..i so miss playing majiong..haha..can win thier money..but we dont play real money lah..haha..alright..think write until here..gonna go bathe and eat..haha..bye((: shall update my blog when i have time..lastly..sorry hubby..din went out with you last wed..hee..i make sure next time go out with you..haha..love ya!!((: love gim(sweetheart) too..muaacks!

2009-04-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

Alright guys! here i am blogging..guess you guys miss me much right..especially my hubby! haha..this few days din blog because i was busying watch my show 霍元甲 haha..is 郑一健，陈小春 do one..haha..quite nice..only i don't like one girl inside..hate to see her damn face..lols..haha..then i was lazy also..so never blog..haha..i shall say what i do this few days..haha..meet yan go community center do something..then went causeway point walk walk..haha..we wanted to learn Japanese language..so we bought a dictionary..haha..i was learning now..but is hard nah..i want to but the cd..haha..then i also wanna learn Korean, french and cantonese..haha..then this few days just go sch, jiu go home sleep liao..haha..nothing much also..lols..

Today grandma came to our house..i was thinking why she come..because she hardly come to our house..haha..then 6pm..mom ask me to go down and fetch them..cause they bought alot of things, the ask me go take..i 6pm go down..i waited until 6.30..then the cab come..walau..damn long loh..i was sitting there like a idiot waiting for them..shit man..haha..then the cab came..mom look so sick..she vomited on the floor..think is the cab to shaky..that's why she giddy and vomit..haha..was thinking why grandma come..i dont want ask much..if not kana mom kb again..i rather shut my mouth..haha..but nowi kow why grandma come..cause she had operation on her left eye..then at home no people take care her..so mom ask her to come our house and stay..poor grandma..hope she get well soon..haha..stupid yuki..keep barking..damn fuckng noisy!haha..i've cook porridge for grandma..this is my first time of cooking porridge..haha..i feel so proud..cos i dont even know how to cook the rice..yet i can cook porridge..hehe..what a girl i am..cook simple things also dont know..haha..but i will learn soon nah..haha..yea..

Today bought a contact lens too..haha..nv wear that colour before.hope it's nice lah..haha..gonna go bathe..omg..this few days..damn knn hot man..haha..if not later smell my jagong..haha..k lah..nth to wtite also..hehe..byebye^^blog when i have time!!!((: love my hubby((:

2009-04-21T03:50:00.000-07:00

Suay enough today..lol..morning when i was ********** with friends..stupid..i saw mom's friend..i was like..whatthehell..he saw me..later i scare he go bao toh siahs..then cb..i sure kana scold..maybe will chase me out ah..hope the friend dont so big mouth and go say..sh sh..pretend that you nv saw me..i sure denied it one..lols..the when went to toilet..Ting ting told me that why my earring the stud gone..then i was like huh..got meh..then i touch..waliao..really gone..fuck sehhs..don't know it drop where..shit loh..think cant find it liao..nevermind lah..shall buy it again..but i like mine leh..i bought it at malaysia..when i go there..i sure buy ah..lols..haha..then finish school at 2.30..then went bugis with sathya, axel and kelly..haha..cause sathya wanna change the size of the watch that her mom bought..haha..after that, we walk awhile..then kelly went to the bank..he get his scholarship..$1200..woah dam freaking much loh..but he spend on his precious archery..omg..so much loh..if me..i sure make good use of it..haha..not like him..so fast jiu spend finish liao..bodoh kia..hee((:

Haha..then sathya treat me and axel soya bean..haha..me and sathya want pearl..then axel want normal..haha..then i think the auntie see i cute, so she give me and sathya lots lots lots of pearl..haha..drink until i damn full..haha..i challenge sathya who will drink finish first..haha..guess who win? OF COS IS ME LAH!!((: haha..yea!then after that went back home..chat alot with sathya..nice chatting with him..cause he wont tell people my secret..and i wont tell anybody too((: haha..today..damn axel..make me damn hot..call him so many times..he dont wanna turn back..idiot..then i use the aircon controller to hit him and call him, he still dont wanna trn back..i was like very dulan liao..finally i dont care him..then whe on the way to bugis..i ask him..
ME: why i call you just now you dont turn back idiot..
AXEL:Huh?! got meh..seriously i never hear..
ME:then i got use the controller to hit you leh..still dont want to turn back..
AXEL:huh..really ah..i never feel anything leh..haha**
END CONVERSATION(:
i think he skin and ear got problem..seriously..haha..but now we are ok..haha..stupid axel!!!! i wanna buy the biscuit for yuki..once i got money..i straight away go buy..haha..cause i think is nice for her to eat..she log time no eat titbits le..so must sayang her..then she jiu wont always like wanna bite me..haha..i dote her the most loh..but she is fucking noisy!stupid dog..but i love her..haha..

Tomorrow got pe..haha..think got 2.4km running..but i think all girls wont be running..i dont want sweat alot then go home..later very smelly..the my *corn* all water!haha..(only gim and tania knows where my corn hide)haha..then got LPD lesson..boring leh..hate to do project..cause people are all so lazy..including me..haha..dont know lah..anyhow do liao..ugly or whatever, just hack care..haha..now i think everthing is back to normal..no more quarrelling anymore..so should be happy..haha..and ima happy because of somethings..although is a stupid thing..but i still can happy so much..people might think is useless or whatever,but to me..it makes me smile..thank you somebody(: Alright..nothing to write le..haha..bye girls and guys!^^ lastly..锦璇我爱你们..BFF!!!!haha..

2009-04-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

Actually i don't know what's happening to him..something damn wrong with him..last time we use to be so close..now..we look at each other..is like totally like strangers..whatthehell is that..some more you told people that seeing me you feel 'sian'..but why..cant we just be like friends..you are weird..just feel likes everyone is hating me..good one..since you all people hate me..then is fine with me..i don't give it a bloody fucking care..alright..next time i see you all..i make sure i don't talk to you all or what..fuck care..if you all wanna say i childish or what..go ahead..you think i give a fucking care on you all..fat hope..from today onwards..make sure that you fucking childish people, don't talk behind my back..if i know again..i sure take actions..like i say..if YOU sees my blog..don't think i threatening you..ima not OK!bloody remember!if you say i threaten you..i make sure i really threaten you..shit fuck ass!whatthefuck..makes me so hot when i think of that.. Just now read a girl's blog..saying that a guy ate a girl..i was thinking that the man was totally insane..she smell that girl..think she has a great smell..then go eat the girl..he say that the girl taste nice..whatthefuck..some more got photos..walau eh..damn disgusting shit loh..i pity for the girl..i think this incident happened long time ago..in Germany,i think..hope she rest in peace..sometimes humans are really scary..you will never know what's in his/her mind..not to provokes people..if not how you die, you also don't know..if people is angry..sometimes they will lose their minds and kill the people who provokes them..until they've calm down..then they will know what they've done..haa(: maybe some day, someone provokes me..i will kill him/her also..haha..no lah..joking only..i where got guts to kill people..i very hum one..lols..ok lah..gtg^^

2009-04-18T04:51:00.000-07:00

Today mood is quite ok, so shall blog today(: haha..yesterday went to amk with sathya..i drag him go with me..haha..cause i don't want to go alone..went there help mom to buy her mousse and to the mei lan aunty house to get my mom facial stuff..haha..is damn expensive man..4 small things cost $433..so much!..but the product is good..after mom have use it..her face become more white and look young bahhs..compare to 10 years ago..she really look different..haha((: was so hot ..almost wanna dehydrate..haha..after finish taking those stuff..we went home..haha..then i went home sleep, eat, watch dvd..haha..finally watch finish E.U le..haha..so sad that laughing was dead..haha..now i'm watching 'The Four' haha..quite nice..today didn't went out..stayed at home do housework..haha..mom got no voice..cause she got sore throat..she talk so scary..like ghost!haha..hope she faster ok..if not my ears will be suffering..haha..don't know why my house suddenly got cockroach..but is small dehhs..suddenly have dehhs leh..but it doesn't mean that my house is dirty or whatever shit..is not dirty..if anybody say is dirty..i put all the live and the dead cockroaches in your mouth!..i hates it..hope they faster die and disappear!damn cockroach..oh ya, i don't know whether i want work anot..cause Axel's girlfriend(ShuYun)..she recommend me to work in tangs..but i still don't know wanna work anot..i scare i will late for work..then not enough sleep..haha..but wotk can earn money leh..hais..so still thinking wanna work anot..don't know need to push the sales or what..my sales luck dam poor dehhs loh..sure cant chiong my sales dehhs..haha..haven't tell mom yet..think i telling her later if i'm in a good mood..cause sometimes.she will give me bad moody face(: haha...so hot..ok lah..post until here..gotta go bathe..haha..bye((:

2009-04-15T06:48:00.000-07:00

2009-04-15T06:26:00.000-07:00

Have you even being dislike by your friends?haha..well, i have..maybe you all wont like who i am..if you all got things to talk abt..come in front of me and talk..dont talk ad pp's back..is very idiot ok!..well, ima not angry..is just that wht those pp who dont like me or whatever..why dont come tell me..someone told me that ima selfish or what..am i..?was thinking that question..since you dont like me..why dont we separate..you go your way..i go my way..dont talk to each other loh..like that think you will happy right..all the friends they want they can follow you..i dont mind..all i want is peaceful..i dont want this fucking lame shit thing to make my life miserable..wth..i tot i now have good relationship in friends..but i was fucking damn wrong..still got pp dont like me..wth did i doe wrong..when i was good to someone..pp jiu say i cunning as fox..i bad to someone..pp jiu dot like me..knn..i really damn cb fed up leh..feel like confronting pp..pcb..think of that i really damn angry loh..i dont know when i sees you i still can talk to you anot..you say i nv think for pp..you pp got think for me meh..i selfish..since when?if i had use you moey before..tell me return lah..if like that call selfish..that this friendship can forget abt it..wtf..ccb..shall not say this topic anymore..

Alright..just now when to meet a guy friend..know him from friendster then he also stay around woodlands..quite near my hse bahhs..so we meet loh..he;s 23 this year..but when i saw him..he doesn't look 23..is like those 17 or 18 like that..then he damn lame..haha..and talks alot..haha..what a funny guy..lols..we chat awhile..he jiu send me to lift..haha..ok lah..quite a nice friend..haha..nice to know him!(:

wonder what he is doing now..actually quite miss him(not the new guy friend)..hais..dont know why this year so many lj taiji..knn..everything all so complicated..fuck dehhs loh..i dont want so suay leh..heng heng can anot..more suay then last year..knn..shit ass loh..hais..nth to write le lah..haha..hope tmr everything will be ok..i dont wanna lose my temper..if i lose my temper..i dont know what i will do..i not at here threating pp or what..is just that whe pp lose thier control..they are capable to do alot of things..such as beating, killing lah..and whatever lah..haha..hope i wont..but think i wont lah..anything want talk, talk in front of me..if i know you behind my back say something..i tell you..i sure scold you..i swear!i hate pp talks behind my back..dont dare say in front of me..ccb!!!!go le..bye^^

2009-04-14T06:31:00.000-07:00

Today went to sch in the morning, then lunch at kfc..i think i will grow gan pui loh..walau, is like everyday either mac one kfc..i think i will die ah..haha..think don't eat is better..haha..then finish sch..go yishun with sathya, cos wanna go tania hse take uni..sathya acc me wait for bus..we chat something..whe i tell him, he was dam shock..i also tio shock..knn wtf..friend the who who who who who..i don't know dehhs..but only got see before..she has a bf which is a gal..i was like dam fucking shock seh..wtf..this world is becoming more more and funny..how could you face the same sex with you then hugging and kissing tgt..i not criticise them or what lah..but i cant accept it..is not that i not open minded..i just dont know why i dont like..haha..if my words hurt someone..ima sorry(: hope pp dont mind..haha..then after that take 812 go tania hse..ad there slack awhile then ask her help me change my friendster layout..haha..until 6 plus..she damn hungry..then go eat..this gal is really damn disgusting..i wont say out..if not she will kill me and later you all hear le, all vomit..haha..jkjk..then finish eating..go 123 there cut my fringe..haha..i think look like small children..haha..but tania say is nice..haha..then went back home..so now doing nth..the blog loh..ad chatting..haha..so boring..and sleeply! plus plus..my leg damn knn pain..due to the running and the exercise i done..wth..really long nv go run liao..haha..now must run 5 days in a week..to keep fit(: haha..feel like stupid leh..haha..anyway..ima not gonna think so much things..haha..gonna stop thinking that things wont happen dehhs..stop imagine all those things..haha..hehe..so think got th to say le..haha..then shall blog till here..tmr think will blog dehhs..cos i ad home nth to do mah..hehe..alright..bye^^

2009-04-13T06:38:00.000-07:00

YO! Today was the first day of sch..haha..all i can say is i damn tired..cos ytd ard 1am plus..mom went out..then yuki(my dog)..keep on making those stupid sounds..makes my like so frighting..shit her..haha..so ard 4am plus..mom then reach home..and i finally can get some slp..i think i slp not enough loh..is like 1 or 2 hours jiu wake up le..damn tired leh(: haha..shag today..morning finally get to see my lovely sathya and the joker shawn..haha..sathya didnt change..still the black big bear..but shawn cut his hair..look like small children like that..lols..but short is more neater lah..haha..then we went to sch tgt..haha..then in clas..saw axel..haha..he kiam pa dehhs leh..do the poker cards trick then trick us..haha..but he is good at it..haha..must learn more to be a magician!haha..then the alphohsus came..haha..he also nv change..his mission still unaccomplish!wth!so slow like a snail..haha..have mac for our lunch..haha..the filet like not fresh..abit smelly..haha..then didnt went to class for afternoon lesson..cos sathya they all goning to bugis, then go see thier friend adrain for the court thing..haha..glad that he is ok..i abit mountain turtle lah..nv go court before..so follow sathya go see loh..haha..i know i abit kpo..haha..but i just being curious((: haha..the weather is dam hot today..almost wanna die liao..some more i stomach damnnnnnn pain ah..pain until all the intestine want come out liao..haha..until now then i feel ok..haha..maybe cos is i went and shit!hehe..disgusting me(:

Sathya and axel bought a cap..haha..now thier cap look nice..haha..i like sathya cap..color very nice..hehe..axel one also ot bad..axel love shuyun..haha..so love her gf..haha..see liao so jealous sehhs..haha..jk..good for them lah..haha.then after finish the court thing..me, alphon and axel went to chinatown point for a short walk..cos axel wanna buy poker cards..haha..then we went drink ad coffee shop..haha..was talking cock..haha..alphon so many patterns dehhs leh..haha..such a funny boy..lols..haha..then we take mrt to go home..haha..meet mom ad cwp..then bought dinner ad crystal jade..cos i wanna go home faster..so ask mom to buy go home..haha..

went home bathe, watch teebee, eat, and play com..haha..later gonna slp soon..if not tmr cant wake up..haha..still wanna go sch tmr dehhs..haha..so think got nth to say le..haha..shall blog when i free((: haha..tania ad gim..dot so miss me..haha..bye^^

2009-04-12T04:10:00.000-07:00

Haha..was nth to do..so shall blog today loh..haha..ytd yan came to my hse..haha..so we watch E.U the last 2 episode..haha..the ending was not ok!i tot zhong li wen got with the you you..but in the end dont have..haha..dont know whether there will be part 4 anot..lols..so when we watch finish..i jiu go do my things first..soon, i get my things done..i went into my room and get some of the photos and give yan see..i still rmb i got tell her before..there is one photo,which have me and her..then tell her that i was much more BIGGER then her..haha..so i show her..is like very funny loh..she so small..then i sit beside her like damn idiotic big..haha..she say..i so white..she like malay,so black..we were ad there laughing!haha..so long didnt like that chat with cousins..she stay near me quite long le..yet we hardly talks..recently then we got chance to talk..i feel bliss..haha..to me..now i think kinship is very important..cos i have not many friends..if i dont have cousins or what..i will think is very pathetic..haha..so i think is a bless to have them as my cousins..haha..we all grow big now..got brain to think..not like small small..see you not nice jiu dont like you..last time really very jialat..haha..lucky now everything all ok..haha..is a good thing!((:

Oh ya..another funny thing..yan say my face didnt change since i was born out till now..haha..pp who know me..think my face really look the same when i was born out till now?haha..whe i was baby..my face look so weird..like a man..haha..but i look more cute then my sec brother..haha..his skin like 'zhou zhou' dehhs..look like monkey!haha..but now so handsome..haha..think he is from dustbin give birth dehhs..hehe..jkjk..

Well..today do nth much nah..wake up..went cwp with mom..cos she wanna buy white wine..the we buy pepper grill chicken for dinner..haha..then went home..the chicken was damn big man..cant swollow it down..haha..then watch E.U ...cos i have;t watch the middle part..haha..see until half way..knn..tio stuck..tamade..idiot leh..the ep15 cant watch..wasted loh..haha..hope later can watch..if not i sure ad there scole the dvd and the player!haha..so boring..tmr sch gonna start le..ima happy is, i can get to see my FRIENDS! but ima sad is..no more time to slp more!!!!!hais..i love slping leh..dont know whether today can slp mah..i hope can leh..and hope tmr dont overslept!haha..i everyday 3 or 4am then slp..then afternoon 2 or 3pm then wake up..now want me 12 or 1am slp..i scare cant slp..haha..then morning have to wake up damn early..hope will wake up..haha.think i sure can wake up dehhs..haha..

Ah Yan keep saying i blog until very long..but i think still very short leh..haha..ok lah..dont write much..if not later she gonna faint again@_@ ...haha..k lah..anything i will update again!haha..nice day today!((:
BYEBYE^^

2009-04-12T04:07:00.000-07:00

2009-04-10T04:39:00.000-07:00

yesterday went out with tania and gim again..haha..went bishan ite to collect their cert..then went bugis for steamboat..haha..took some photos of the food..we ate 2 hours..haha..damnnn fullpp beside us they all eat prawns crabs and shells..i dont dare to eat..cos is like not fresh..haha..this time we ate quite alot..haha..after that went bugis street to shop..tania and i bought a dress..haha..they say i wear it ice..but i think is ok leh..like abit short..haha..but still ok lah..soon,we went to far east and continue our shopping..haha..tania wanted to buy a hoodie jacket..but there got abit exp lah..so told her not to buy first..haha..after that we jiu went home..my leg is damn pain..cos of my anklet..shouldnt wear anklet go out..then anklet jiu will not stuck on my shoes and bua my leg..haha..but still can walk lah..haha.took some pics in the mrt..haha..there are a bunch of student sitting in front of us..they also taking photos..they damn fucking noisy..hate them to the core man!idiot unconsiderate pp..JC students some more..haha..next time go out with them, i will take more pics..must be nice nice one..haha..

today all day ad home..wake up ad 2 plus..then mom is watching some dvd call 'the watch'..at first i tot is horror movie or what..in the end..is some kind of stupid experiment, which the ghost is actually a person..wtf..dont know why mom will buy it..haha..after finish watching 'the watch'..i watch another disc..'unborn'..haha..quite scary..i wanted to watch with mom..but too bad she watch already..so i watch myself..haha..some more raining..then my whole house damn dark siahs..haha..the whole movie is not really very scary lah..only some parts..haha..the boy eyes damn freaking out..haha..atfer finish watching 'unborn'..i watch my hongkong series..haha..now watch 'E.U'..haha,,quite nice..but not really like the guy call laughing..although he is the undercover..but i hate his mouth..haha..but he's handsome..haha..

actually i think i cant stay at home alone..many things will just like pop out in my mind..haha..fuck it man..dont know why those motherfucker things will keep poping out..hate it man..i feel so unhappy and angry..hais..i fall too deep into the hole..fuck it man..dont know why to say..haha..hope everything will be over soon..my stupid brain..can you please dont think too much,,idiot brain!

one funny thing..there's one guy call P***R..i konw him thru frinedster..then he added me in msn..so we chat..after we chat..he ask me one funny question.."can i jio you anot"..i was like..omg dont even know me well then wanna jio me..i also nv see him before..we dont even talk much..havent kow for one week..jiu wanna jio me..i think he 's abit desparate and insane..haha..so i told him..i cant accept him..cos i got someone that i like already..the he reply.."oh ok"..haha..what a guy..lols..hope he faster find a gf then..haha..another funny guy..say my pics look sexy..what the hell..i think he got cock eyes..i so pui and pai kua..he still say i look sexy..haha..i reply his fs msg..tell him that i not sexy..then he reply says.."i think i sat something wrong"..haha..so i think he not really that pervert nah..haha..pp who know me jiu will know that i not sexy..ima rough..haha..plus pui and pai kua..haha..so pp out there..dont see my pics then say ima pretty or whatever shit..haha..get it!!!haha

!haha..k lah..stop here..free then blog again((:..bye(:

2009-04-10T04:32:00.000-07:00

2009-04-08T04:33:00.000-07:00

Few days nv blog..stupid tania gnoh wants me to update..haha..was moody this few days..didnt want to blog..dont know what to say also..can only say that i'm unhappy bahhs..(: lucky still got friends to console me..if not, stress ah..lols..try ot to think so much now..haha..tmr going out with sisters!haha..steamboat again..haha..tmr syre enjoy!haha..just love going out with them..can see the stupid tais braces!haha..just hate her damn braces..haha..then can also see lan pa ong!haha..hais, din really know what to blog..cos most of days i always ad home..so dont have thigs happen..haha..ytd..went running with yan..haha..then play bball with her..then headed 883 for bubble tea..the home bloody home..(:

today din go with her..think she's busy..haha..so is ok..soon holidays is overing..haha..i want to go to sch..but i also want holidays leh..can slp more..hate go to sch so early..haha..but i love going there cos got my friends all there..haha..long time nv see them..think i miss them damn much..haha..hope they are fine..haha..hope everyone ard me will be happy..haha..cos i scare ima a jinx..make friends with me will be suay..haha..but think no lah..i so cute..lols..no lah..jk only..not so bhb..haha..but last time was so unhappy..pp all thinks that ima a jinx..cos when born out..mom din win 4D at all..haha..last time still rmd how she scold me..haha..but now dont have le lah..and also..whenever tania and gim with me..one of us sure will not happy..sometimes i was thinking whether is my fault or what..but whe i say like i dont wanna be friends with them..they will say..aiyah not your fault or what..ask me dont think so much..haha..lucky now all things is fine..no quarrel no nth..haha..good good..just finish watching my 学警出更 haha..i dont like the ending..

i hate the ah wen breaking with ah hua..sucks lah he..ah hua so good..damn him..go with the stupid ah en..haha..but overall is nice..so sad that the mdm die..haha..soon i'll be watching 学警阻击 haha..think should be nice..cos yan say is nice..haha..gonna watch it soon!so shall blog until here..tmr if free hiu update..not free jiu wait loh..haha..bye^^

2009-04-04T05:32:00.000-07:00

Back blogging!
Today went to malaysia with darling (lan par ong)..haha..wake up early to prepare..in the end..ima the 1st to reach..haha..damn bloody hell the fucking weather..gan ji te hot ah..walau..i ad there sweating like hell..standing there like an idiot waiting for them..haha..we went to city square to shop..have mary brown for breakfast..haha..yum yum..then we went to our shopping..shop util my whole leg gonna die liao..haha..i bought nth much also..cos nth have really caught my eye..haha..bought a ear stud, varner baby clothing, my eyelashes, mom;s earring, anklet and i think that's all bahhs..haha..we walk until 4 plus..the i reach home ard 5 plus..damn tired and hot man..reach home faster bathe and slp ah..buay tahan already..haha..hope next time sweetie(bo tao mor) can join us when we go malaysia play..haha..TANIA GNOH!BETTER FASTER GO RENEW YOUR BLOODY PASSPORT..IF NOT I REALLY SHAVE YOUR IDIOT HAIR!haha..next time shall brig more more money go..haha..

Ytd went steamboat with darling and sweetie..haha..is darling pay one..din really eat much..just eat meat balls and crab sticks..haha..i idiot lah..go take rice..then i the end nv finish..haha..ext time dont take..the can eat more..haha..shall go again next time..but no air con..so hot..haha..sweetie got her damn idiot braces on..pink color some more..haha..i hate braces!haha..hope in 2011..she's got a beautiful teeth!haha..my nose got sun burn..skin come out already!!!so sad..haha..hope it will be fine soon!haha..tmr got to wake up early also..got to go bai ah gong..haha..

lastly, just wanna be happy..dont wish to think of something that will make myself cry...LOL..haha..just hope you happy dont matter what happen..(:
haha..so shall end here..dont write too long..later pp complain..haha..byebye^^

2009-04-02T04:16:00.000-07:00

Ytd went out with yan,eng,edna and manyi..haha..went www with them..now i damn fucking black..the whether is damn knn hot when we reach there..haha..but after a while jiu started to windy..haha..now i so black..omg..my face like 'chao dar' like that..haha..hope it turn white again..haha..love going out with them..hope to go out with them soon!(:

today morning, ard 7plus..one mysterious man came to our hse door and knock..i open the door..ask him what he want..he say he looking for daniel, which is my sec brother..he ask me whether he i anot..i say he not staying here anymore..he say my bro change hp num..ask me can give me the new um anot..i was thinking..since when kor change his num..i faster go call mom to wake up..then mom ask who is he..he say he is kor workinng's friend..but my kor dehhs job is army dehhs leh..how can he know this uncle..and this uncle look weird loh..like lao ah beng lai that..wear a sunglasses and a long dark blue sweater and jeans..so,mom went to call kor and ask whether he know this guy anot..then kor nv listen his phone..after that, we went out and see the guy again..he's gone..i was like..omg..isit somethig happen or what..quite scare lah..cos at night is alone at home mah..was thinking that whether this man will come back again or what..mom tell me..if anybody you dont know then knock the door, dont open..if anything happen call police..but i hope dont happen anything lah..haha..

kor did call back..so mom ask me wake up and talk to him..i tell him how the man looks and everything lah..hope this uncle dont come again..knn..make me so scare..hope everything will be fine..everybody will be happy..so scare alone ad home..omg!hais..ccb dehhs leh..this year like damn fucking suay..everything was not good or what..fuck leh..nabei..angry seh..hais..bad luck and things faster go away lah..idiot..think we not bad luck enough ah..everything or what keep coming to our hse..you all not tired i damn idiot tired leh..knn..no thing play isit..ccb..hope you all die soon ah!

hais..blog until here..no mood..lol..bye!

2009-03-29T04:10:00.000-07:00

Long time no update my blog le..haha..cause i got nth to update also..Tania ask me to update..so update give her see bahhs..(tania, see i treat you so good..want me updats, i jiu update!)haha..Firstly, i so bored at home..faster wed and thurs lah..haha..wed going to www again..but is with edna, yan, eng and one of their friend..haha..nv go out and play with them before..i think got lah..maybe that was 10 years ago or what..haha..i have a black face when i was young..so, not many pp really like me..is like pp owe me $100000000000..i seldom smile or talk to anybody..even my relatives..so i think that;s why they dislike me bahhs..haha..but don't know since when..i started to like a chicken backside..which talks alot..jokes ard..and making stupid things or actions to make pp laugh..haha..from that day, my life have change..i dont have a black face anymore.. haha..i smile to everyone..haha..and i have friends..true friends..which i can talk to..share my problems..i dont know why i have such good twe friends..haha..i really thank god for giving me such friends..although we seldom meet out or what..but we still got contact each other..wheever we have problems, we will fell not happy with each other..but soon..the problem will fade away..and we are back to normal..haha..i hope when we grown up..we can still be best friends..haha..thanks tania and gim!haha..

Actually i didnt know why they are so many pp dislike me last time..haha..but is the past le..so i dont really bother it so much..times really files..is like ytd i was a 5..today ima 18 already..haha..ima old liao..haha..but i still quite happy..now i can chit chat with my cousins, get crazy with them..haha..so ima happy nah..haha..but i long time nv see one of my cousin(mei ting)..wonder if she happy with her life now..haha..i was close with her since young..but all had change..due to some of her family problems..haha..but i hope she alright now..and live happily..haha..to be truth..i really wanted a family..although i have now..but is not in one piece..i envy tania and gim they all..there have mama, papa, bro and her staying tgt..everyday can look ad them..i, everyday look ad my mama only..hse, only got two pp and one dog only..eating time..is i alone eat..but i not think i pathetic lah..is just that i very ke xi..haha..everyone wants a good family mah..who dont want right..haha..but i nv really think so much lah..haha..i have no father since i was 5 or 6..is like 12 years with no papa life..so i use to it le..haha..heard tania says gim is gonna treat us steamboat..haha..but really feel very ps leh..everytime is they treat me..they really my cabbage head..always let me chop..haha..thanks for letting me chop..haha..i glad that i now is a joker..if not i think i sure emo like a crazy..haha..happy(:

Lastly..i have a feeling..but the feeling cant really blog out..haha..later pp see..sure think i wat wat wat..or wat wat wat lah..haha..dont know whether how he/she feel..haha..but i can only say you are a good person..if other pp not tresure you..dont feel sad or what..cis one day sure got pp will treat you as baobei and treasure you dehhs..haha..when first time i saw you..i think you very diao loh..haha..not like talking to us..only talks to your friend..but when i kow you better..i really feels that you are nice and funny..can get to be friends with you, i feel very happy..i just hope you will be happy and forget your unhappiness..whatever bad things have happened..let it go..dont hold it back..if not you will hurt much dehhs..haha..i dont think you will see this..i just write shuang only..haha..so just be happy nah!!haha(: hope everyday is a good day to you!((:

haha..so today post until here le bahhs!!haha..shall blog when ima free..haha..bye peepos((:

2009-03-26T04:28:00.000-07:00

2009-03-26T04:05:00.000-07:00

Eh,Hmm..shall blog today..cause at home wanna rot until die liao..haha..was ah ma birthday on tuesday..so we went to celebrate..we just go to one of the coffee shop to have our dinner..we went there alot of times..cos the food there quite nice lah..haha..mom and i took bus to bedok..meet ah ma..before we meet ah ma..mom n i went to sheng siong there bought things..we bought tooth paste..haha..and i bought facial foam..actually wanna buy the tanaka white one..but the lady say no good..so didnt get to buy it..haha..after that..ah ma came, so we take bus to the coffee shop there..walau..we long damn long to the bus stop leh..my leg almost broke..lols..that coffee shop damn hard to find ah..i rather take taxi go there..haha..i hope next time when we go is got pp drive or taxi bring..if not i will ki siao ah..haha..so we are the first to reach..then we waited for a very long time..then all the pp come..shit loh..i damn fucking hungry already..they still slowly slowly come..haha..but nvm lah..Varner look more n more cute..haha..look so much like ah boon..haha..his eyes damn big man..but he like scre of me..think is i nv always play with him or what..then not close to me..haha..is ok..next time i shall play with him..haha..will post some photos today!haha..

next is..ytd..jie came to my hse..cause she say she want me to be her model..she wanna put make up on my face..so i say ok nor..haha..ad first was really funny..i ask her really dont need use double eyelid sticker..she say nah, sont need lah..use le later look so fake..haha..cause my double eyelid like to hide inside..if nv use the sticker..my idiot eyes look damn small..haha..ad first..she say my eyes very hard to draw..then she say she wont give up..so until one hour later..finally she work out what color to use on my eyes..haha..after i put finish my fake eyelashes..everything seem like perfect..haha..mom say i look pretty..haha..credits go to jie..thanks!shall post one or two photos..haha...

lastly..i really very boring ad home ah..everyday..slp wake up eat..knn like pig siahs..getting fatter and fatter..ccb..why no pp wanna hire me for jobs leh..idiot..haha..so boring ad home..friends like all not free..all dont wanna go out and play..i want sch faster reopen lah..cb..haha..so boring!!!!!!!i wanna study hard for my stupid exams!haha..i wanna go poly!haha..must do well next time..i swear!!!haha..hope everything will be fine!haha..k lah..today shall post until here..haha..bye^^

2009-03-21T06:36:00.000-07:00

2009-03-21T06:08:00.000-07:00

YoYo!!ytd was fun man..haha..went www with friends..haha..i think ima too excited, thats why cant slp the day before..haha..so i woke up ad 4am then watch dvd till 7 then go slp awhile..haha..then 8.45am wake up and prepare..haha..meet nad ad woodland interchange..then went yishun to meet sathya, melsha, haziq, axel and his gf(shuyun)..not shiyun..haha..then shawn came the last..dickson says he nv go..so we headed to pasir ris..we take 39 go..haha..i saw su yeon ytd..haha..he study ad tampines JC now..haha..shuyun(axel's gf)..actually is quite nice lah..good to chat with her..haha..we chit chat until we reach pasir ris..haha..she's a nice gal..axel so good..can find such a good gf..haha..then suddenly shawn say, dickson got come..haha..when we reach there..i feel damn excited man..ima a mountain turtle lah..nv go before..so, ima excited lah!haha..walau..the queue for buying the tickets damn fuckng long man..we queue for ad least half and hour then reach our turn..haha..so we gals go change 1st..haha..i took out my eyelashes..haha..so paiseh..cos i seldom nv wear eyelashes go out..haha..but nvm lah..nobody gonna see me anyway..i also dont care..all i want is to have fun..haha..so we started to play..we go to the pool 1st..to went ang swim 1st..i was scare that my clothes were wet..so i din run to the water..until they all tell me to go down..then i go down..haha..so fun..and i have scare too..when playing the slide..omg..damn freaking scary..i scream like hell..haha..then the life guard say..relax..you northview student some more..i ask him how he know i northview..he say becos i wear NV dehhs pe shorts..then he last time also NVSS student..haha..i was so paiseh..i and shuyun sit..haha..she say i scream until she wanna laugh..haha..but really very scary mah..haha

Soon, dickson came..haha..then we play tgt the float which can sit 6 person dehhs..(dk what it call)..haha.we only got 9 pp..so we spilt in to 4 and 5..me, nad, sathya, dickson and shawn..another group is axel, shuyun. mel and haziq..haha..it was fun..abit scary nah..haha..then we go to the wave..haha..cos i scare swimming in the deep pool..so i and shuyun go get the float..haha..so scary..cos got down before..so ima scare..haha..but was fun nah..my face ytd turn red colour..i sacre i will sun burn..i hope dont..haha..but i fell mysle abit black..haha..i shall go again..haha..think we play till 5 plus..then finish bathing jiu go eat..haha..we ate KFC..haha..eat until very full..haha..then shawn thay jiu go back to yishun..while i, sathya, axel and shuyun..they acc me to Raffles City to get nad mascara..haha..jie say my face like very black..haha..so sad..haha..after meeting jie to take mascara..we jiu go walk walk awhile..then i see one hello kitty dehhs sticker..haha..so cute..not relly exp..$5 dollars log..haha..but i was not enough $$..so i tell axel..if next time you come here agin..bring me..cos i wanna buy the sticker..haha..we walk until our leg dan pain ah..haha..ard 9 plus..we jiu take mrt go home..haha..i was very tired sehhs..haha..went home watch teebee jiu slp liao..haha..i shall go www again..haha..i love playing water!!!

haha..will post some photos today!haha..byebye^^

2009-03-19T09:24:00.000-07:00

Hi peepos! Here i am blogging..haha..days nv blog already..this few days not was busy..but lazy to blog..tmr..going to WWW!!!haha..hope there is no rain!haha..today haha..all the while i copy only..only some,i manage to do it myself..haha..i went to study with axel, sathya anh haziq ytd..didint really study much..just dont know why my brain just couldnt concentrate..lols..maybe i lost interest in studying already..haha..actually i wanted to go poly dehhs..but in this situation..i dont even think i can go higher nitec siahs..haha..so lousy man!lols..but i still wanna give it a try..i really hope i can pass..i dont need very high marks..just get to to higher nitec jiu can liao..haha..aim for poly man..but dont wanna waste mom's money leh..poly seem like exp to us..haha..if i could get into poly..i will go half work half study..so that i can pay half of my fees..haha..but dont think so can get in nah..haha..oh ya..today watched 'Quarantine' inside class with classmates..haha..at first i was like wanna vomit liao..cos the old lady go bite the poilce neck..haha..but i find it quite ok lah..not so nice..haha..but i was scare that the virus is true..cos i was once kana dog bite before mah..haha..but i dont think is true nah..haha..if really true,i think all singaporean die liao lohhs..haha..

woah..today dont feel so well..my face and head was damn knn hot siahs..then feel like vomiting too..haha..lucky i go home rest..if not think tmr cant go liao..haha..i think i very mountain turtle lohhs..first time go www..haha..i seldom go like this..cos gim n tania both like dont like to go..so bo bian..haha..actually this few days..i really feel moody whenever ima alone..i really dont know what's wrong with me..haha..maybe my brain go haywire..haha..shit ass dehhs lehhs..haha..is like i feel so restless and sick..dont know what to do at home..haha..slp slp slp..slp in afternoon..at night jiu cant slp..haha..Fuck dehhs lohhs..haha..Shawn was back with his gf..ima happy for them lah..hope this time really last long..bless them!haha..
To:AXEL

happy birthday to you..

happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to AXEL!!!!!!!
happy birthday to you!

march 20 is axel's birthday..haha..i wish him all the best then happy always..and last long with his wifey!!!!!!haha..tmr his wifey (shiyun) will also be coming..haha..hope she have fun!!haha..

last but not least..tmr going to www got...
JACQUELINE LIN(me)
MELSHA SIM
NADIYA
SATHYA
AXEL
SHIYUN
HAZIQ
KELLY
SHAWN SOH HAN SIANG
DICKSON

haha..that's all for todays..lazy to type more..haha..byebye^^
hope tania mouth faster not pain!!!haha..

2009-03-15T04:42:00.000-07:00

Have been thinking alot of things this few days..i dont kow why my mood was so not unhappy now..haha..my 'lai ang' haven want come..so i dont know why i so angry, restless and unhappy..lols..after seeing that idiot scary movie..i cant slp for a few days..keep thinking the woman eyes..haha..hais..actually i got alot of things wanna say..but i dont know how to write it out..haha..today suppose to go out with sathya they all..but last min din go..due to axel, cos he need to wait for his father to come back then go..then he say he need to come all the way to yishun..then i jiu say dont go loh..actually we gonna study and go IT fair walk walk one..but too bad..nv go..disappointed..haha..nvm lah..next time then go out tgt..haha..i dont know what ima thinking leh..it seems like my brain is gonna burst..but i really cant tell what i thinking..WTF! lols..i hope someone who could talk to me..but i dont wish to bother anyone..haha..nvm..i will just keep my mouth to myself..if not later pp will think i very fan..haha..now watching ko3..haha..i really like all the characters inside..haha..all the shuai ge..haha..espcially Liu Bei..haha..i wish to go borrow SanGuoYanYi..haha..but the book damn thick man..i think if i read..my mind will go insane ah..haha..k lah..zao liao..gonna watch my ko3..then go do my things..haha..byebye@_@!

2009-03-12T04:00:00.000-07:00

today went to watch "coming soon"..the Thai ghost movie..went with nad, mel, sathya and axel..cos we finish our sch ad 10..we got nth to do..jiu go watch movie loh..lols..the movie was scary..omg..i hope this wont happen to me..is like if anybody see the movie..you will haunt by the ghost..scary man..make me creeps now..lols..the story was like..There was once a woman, who kidnapping small children and gorge their eyes out and treat them like her own child..the woman looks is very horrigible man..is like she had abit of hair..then her leg got problem..she have to drag her leg when she walk..so one day, all the villagers came to this lady house to find their child..there is one small gal who has kidnap by her, ad first she try to run away..but in the end she fail..her eyes was also gorge too..the villages found the woman and the children with the eyes gorge..the villagers wanted to kill the woman..so, got one lady he take the knife and slash the woman mouth..then the hanged her..but but..the lady wasnt die..she was staying ad the place where keep pp whose mad..

So, the ghost wasn't her..haha..actually when the film this film..got one actress name ingchan..she was die..becos of the stupid director..he say that when she was hang..her expression wasn't good..so they try and try..until got one time, the director sees is good..the other man is using the camera to film 'behind the scene of hanging'..suddenly he saw one of the string has broke..so the lady was really hang..not fake..when they realise it..and pull her down, she was already died..she die until so scary..in the end..the hero(shane) die..his gf (som) also die..the end is damn scary..haha..when we finish the movie..we wanted to go to the toilet..suddenly nad..she saw the poster of the 'coming soon'..she run like hell siahs..haha..she say she scare..haha..actually i also scare nah..haha..after watching movies..we went to walk..then go long john eat..finish eating..jiu go home le..haha..

ps: you dont nit to say sorry..is not your fault..you kept your promise..is just that i dont know why things will turn like that..i nv found a guy who is better than you..so dont anyhow think..you take good care of yourself..anthing just give me a msg..take care..

k lah..zao liao..gonna watch tv..haha..when free then blog..byebye^^

oh ya..is a sad that shawn nv come..haha..if he come..wahhs.. i think he will kar jiao us until siao ah!!lols..bye^^

2009-03-11T07:16:00.000-07:00

Everything is over..ima sorry for what i've done for you..just hope you will be happy..sorry..take good care of youeself..and be happy..you are not a failure..you are a nice good person..i hope everything will be fine for you..if you got anything..just msg me..we are still friends!take care =]]]

2009-03-10T06:17:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEPOS!!
haha..back blogging..today went to meet gim..cos she wanna give me her ite uni mah..so meet her go take loh..in the end, forget to take..haha..i wanted to buy some diamonds for my nails..so went to daiso ad vivo to buy..due to my laziness and my stupid hand..i ask gim to help me to paste all the diamonds..haha..then went to her hse to make my fingers loh..i got upload the pics..i think is quite nice lah..like it too..but i very clumsy..later i think 2 to 3 days..all the diamonds all jiu drop liao..haha..funny..today gim mom cook potatoes soup..she scope one bowl give me drink..haha..i think is quite nice..haha..i hope mom will cook soup for me..but too bad..she dont have the time..she must work..hais..envy ong gim hui so much..got mommy to cook soup everyday..then her mom ask me to eat dinner with them tgt..ad first i is dont want dehhs..but in the end..still sit down and eat with them..haha..i long time nv eat with my family..actually..i nv eat with my real father b4..like real family..i only eat with my new dad and bros..actually..all i want is to have papa, mama, two bros and me staying tgt and happily ever after..but i dont have..i hate it when is ad night, i have to be alone at home..

i always envy that pp who have a good family..hais..next time when i got married..i sure will give my children a nice, good and well family..hope my husband will be a good man..not like my father..like to gamble..now then he quit..already too late..my small bro..which is not the same mother as me..i really envy him..he staying with papa, his mama, his sis ang da ge plus da sao..like one family..not like me..only got mom and yuki acc me..wtf siahs..cb loh..hais..nvm lah..hope next time i will reborn in a good family..lols...haha..

PS: TO SOMEONE WHO DARE NOT SAY SOMETHING TO ME..BUT SAY TO OTHER PP DEHHS PP! IF YOU WANNA ASK PP SOMETHING..PLS..ASK IN FORNT OF ME..DONT GEI SIAO ASK ME NICE NICE..THEN ASK PP LIKE WANNA GIVE ATTITUDE..OK..IF ANYTHING YOU BUAY SONG, TELL ME..I WILL SOLVE THE PROB WITH YOU..BUT YOU DONT DO LAN JIAO TAIJI BEHIND..WE NOT AH LIAN..WE IS TALK TO YOU..NOT CALL PP TO COME DOWN TO PIA ZUI..YOU DONT TELL PP WE WANNA BULLY YOU OR WHAT..WE ARE NOT OK..BLOODY HELL ASS..I NV SAY ALL PP SCARE OF ME OR WHAT..IS SOMETIMES YOU REALLY GIVE PP LAN JIAO ATTITUDE LOH..PP THEN WILL SAY YOU DEHHS HOR..SAY LIAO, YOU JIU BUAY SONG..AIYA IF GOT ANYTHING JUST SAY OUT..I WONT SCOLD YOU OR BEAT YOU..JUST WANNA SOLVE OUR PROBLEMS OK!TY VERY MUCH!

k lah..going le..so tired..haha..byebye^^

2009-03-10T06:14:00.000-07:00

2009-03-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

Back blogging..haha..due to my laziness..so din blog for fews days..haha..this few days, been thinking alot..why i cant be a nice and good daughter..my mom thins few days keep on scolding me like nobody business..i hate it..but i nv say back her, cause if i say back..later sue will have things happened..but i feel like exploding le..hais..sometimes i really didn't know how to please her..i also lah..so lazy..everything all wait wait wait..cb me..HARDWORKING can anot jacqueline lin..fuck siahs..somehow i think my life so sucks man..but i still wanna live lah..i havent enjoy my life yet..when i enjoy finish then die..haha..ytd, went out with jie..cos she say wanna bring me go shopping..so we went to vivo..then we ate at the food republic..ong..we order a claypot laksa..it cost $6.90..wtf..so exp loh..some more damn not nice..haha..we regret it so much..haha..we eat finish..chat awhile jiu go home le..haha..was fun ytd..next time shall go out with darling..haha..sorry ah darling..nv acc you..haha..sorry sorry..now watching KO3..haha..it is nice..haha..XIU so handsome..so as the Hu Yu Wei..haha..their name so cute..Liu Bei, Guan Yu, and more..San Guo Yan Yi..haha..but too bad tat Fei Lun Hai din really act so much..haha..but i still think this drama is nice lah..haha..cos got my favourite Xiu..haha..but i think he also act awhile bahhs..dk..shall go see my drama now..lazy to write more..haha..zao liao..haha..bye^^loves darling!

2009-03-03T04:00:00.000-08:00

Shit Fuck..Shouldn't have watch that movie..make me until got nightmare until now like crying..cb knn..Fuck loh..the idiot movie"My Bloody Valentine"..Melsha and me, today we went to watch it..it's quite nice lah..but the man killing very er xin loh..he use the weapon that is digging for the gold one..sharp sharp dehhs to kill pp..piang eh..shivering now..idiot..hais..suay suay gan suay lah..pcb..i wish to call someone and talk..but i dont know who to call..now i scare to go outside loh..even though it is a movie..but i dont know why i so scare..hais..wtf..darling got dengue..hais,,i hope he is alright..i dont want anything happen to him nah..everythingwill be alright dehhs..yeah..not scare not scare..haha..but the movie is nice lah..lucky nv watch 3d..if not i sure vomit ah..haha..actually i got alot of things to say dehhs..but i sacre until i forget everything..haha..just hope darling is fine jiu ok liao..Love gareth darling..muaacks!<33
Tmr will be a better day..hope tonight i slp..no nightmare!!!!!!!!! God bless me!

2009-03-01T03:20:00.001-08:00

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!
haha..today wake up ad 11 then do housework..do until 1 plus..then go bathe and prepare to go ah boon(bro's hse)..haha..mom went there early in the morning..to prepare food..haha..lok mee! haha..i reach there abt 3..then see my handsome nephew, Varner..haha..his bones now hard liao..so dont need scare later i carry him, then accidently broke his neck..haha..he;s damn cute leh..eyes so big abd round round dehhs..and he grown fat..it's good..haha..not like that time when he's born..skinny like a monkey..opps!haha..love him man..haha.. Varner was slping, suddenly he wakes up..then mom went in to see him..so i tag along lah..at first he was smiling all the way..suddenly..he cry like hell man..mom say is he saw my face..cos i not everytime go see him mah..not close..he scare..but i tell mom, now i scare him dehhs..cos just now he smile ad me..then like want me to carry him mah..haha..aiyah..dont know lah..haha..

Btw, ytd went to mom's gugu dehhs song ka..it was the last day..so we went to the new cremation centre ad mandai..haha..is the sec time i go..first time is lao yi pass away..sec is this time..when i reach there, there are alot of unfamiliar faces ad there..haha..but we all got blood connections dehhs..they all say i look like my mother..and me and my mother look like sister..i was like,OMG..am i really tat old..then one of my uncle say..is not you look old..is your mom look young..haha..i dont think i look old loh..i so chubby..wahahaha..gim and tania look more old then me..haha @_@...i din cry ytd ad the cremation center..i hold back my tears lah..i scare if i cry, my mom will say..you cry for what..you dont even know her..haha..then i nv cry lah..even i hear got pp cry..haha..i hope none of my close relatives or family pass away..cos i dont wanna cry leh..i dont wanna lost pp who are important to me..haha..everything is ok nowadays..haha..so i hope everyday is the same nah..haha..ok lah..shall blog someday!haha..LOVE GARETH!haha..
BYEBYE^^

2009-03-01T03:16:00.000-08:00

2009-02-27T04:46:00.000-08:00

YOYO!!Back again!haha..guess you guys miss me lots..haha..wahaha..now is 8.47pm..and ima bored..haha..so decided to post some beautiful photos and wrote some shit things..haha..went to a friend hse today..haha..1st time go, her mother like me alot..say i cute..then cook me spagatti..so nice and BIG..haha..then my friend..she help me crul my long and pretty hair..haha..i think it look like maggie mee loh..haha..i still perfer straight hair..haha..morning got assigment, which i tatally dont know how to do..heng i got pp help me..haha..then after that play left 4 dead..haha..the game was scary man..i always cant kill the idiotic zombie..haha..then i ask shawn play..he play like expert siahs..so fast..and always haed shot..haha..joker sehs..haha..i want play and play more, until i can be fast and kill all the stupid zombie..haha..i always kana one idiot zombie tankk kill dehhs..he damn idiot big leh..face so ugly..haha..one day i sure kick his ass until he die ah..lols.haha..so boring..hope darling is ok..no more illness..sick is bad..haha..must take care yourself ah!..haha..

hais..long time nv meet my bitches(tania & gim)..dont know how they've been?hope they are fine and healthy..this few days, i was thinking abt our past..feel so funny and sad nah..we have laughter, sobber and alot of things that we had gone true..haha..time files man..haha..we've known each other for so long..haha..i hope it nv dies lah..haha..but if die, i also cant do anything..choy* wun dehhs lah..haha..hope soon one day we will go out tgt..but i wun take photos of 3 anymore..in case something happen to us again..haha..pp out ther, when you got 3 besties..rmb dont take you all 3 pp dehhs photos..if not you will regret..rmb what i've sad..really..something will happen to you 3 dehhs..(not joking)....
so i wun take again..i just wanna happily go out and have fun with my lovely bitches!!!!!!haha...sian..tmr going song ka..my mother aunt pass away..tmr need go burn..so have to wake up early..haha..

cant go wild wild wet with yan they all..sian..actually wanna go dehhs..but got something on..haha..sorry gals!!haha..next time we shall all go out man..haha..have lots lots of fun..haha..btw, enjoy your day tmr ah!!(yan, eng, edna n your freinds)..haha..k lah..think nth to type liao..type until very lazy liao..haha..i go loh~~~~~haha..byebye^^ love gareth!

2009-02-27T04:41:00.000-08:00