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Hello, im Jacqueline but everyone call me jacq but please dont call me jack and the bean stalk! if not i will smack your face till they turn into a baluku!
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4:54 AM | Saturday, December 19, 2009 | 0 Comments






HELLO(:
Went out with my BFF ytd..Morning, brought my grandma to changi hospital to check her gastric..cos she keep saying she is in pain, so i need to bring her and check..The doc say need to bring her back on the 28th for a scanning..Hope she's fine..after that went back to woodlands and meet Gim up..and went to Plaza Sing to shop..ate our breakfast at Mos Burger..haha..after that slack awhile..jiu walk to Cine and meet Tania..Dinner at Bugis. STEAMBOAT! haha..yummy! But we din really eat too much..we only take one round of food niahs..haha..but is super delicious..haha..shall meet up soon to have another round..haa. After dinner, went to take neoprint..Long time nv take le..i think we 3 got 2 years nv take neoprint le..haha..it's nice..i love it so much..haha..brought a new ear piece at bugis street..it's cute..shape like m&m chocolate..haha..was fun ytd..Meet up soon my BFF! haha..bye^_^


1:18 AM | Tuesday, December 8, 2009 | 0 Comments
Baby Varner is sick..I hope he will faster recover!
Boring at home, but i just love being at home..haha.
I miss my Friends.
I love my family.
And i'm Boring.
Lastly, i'm Hungry!LOL(:
bye((:


2:17 AM | Sunday, December 6, 2009 | 0 Comments





Finally i've watch GOKUSEN THE MOVIE! haha..so loving it man..haha..Kamenashi Kazuya is so handsome in the movie..haha. Watched with yan in the morning..haha. Is a bad day today(suey) haha..morning meet wrong time, forget to bring EZ link card, mrt slow..get out of the wrong station..Reach there about 11 plus..Movie starts at 11.05..haha..but i don't mind..Cos i got to see the movie..haha. I'm happy..so happy((: Wahahaha^^ I will go buy the disc when it's coming out..cos it's nice(: haha..after finish movie-ing, From Dhoby, we walk to far east and have our lunch..i ate Zha Jiang mian, Yan ate dry dumpling noodles and we order fried dumplings and gyoza..Damn full..haha..scare of damplings now..haha..but still is nice..Their service is bad, feellike slapping thier faces! haha..Food is quite nice..haha. Yan today is abit *Mad*..keep laughing and laughing non stop..haha..but is cute..haha..have fun with her..hope going soon again! haha..Thanks Yan for accompany go see this movie! haha..^_^ bye(:






1:35 AM | Friday, December 4, 2009 | 0 Comments
Hello(:
Today wanna share with every woman, young ladies a true story i watch yesterday..It is about this Japan young lady called CHIE(千惠)..She died last year due to cancer and she is just only 24years old. She is a very cheerful, friendly and nice young lady ..This is a true story, and they film it into a movie call April's Bride (生命最后一个月的花嫁).. Through out the whole interview, i keep crying. when she was 23years old, a guy name 太郎(TARO).. They work for a project and get to know each other, TARO thinks that CHIE is a nice girl. So he decide to date her..But one day CHIE touch her left breast and she feel there is a hump at there, she never think so much at that time..She think that the hump will go away someday. But after one month, the hump in her left breast is getting bigger. So she told her father and went to see a doctor..Doctor told her that she's got breast cancer..After that she meet TARO and told her that she's got cancer..TARO did not walk away insist he hold CHIE's hand and told her..let's keep it up together, don't give up.. I think if any guy hear that this girl got cancer sure don't know choing or siam her till far far..But he didn't..Two of them together for 1 year plus.。CHIE is a girl who loves to be pretty(whole girls in the world also likes to be pretty! haha) But because she needs to take the medicine to cure her sickness, her hair started to drop..so she needs to wear a cap when she go out with her boyfriend. And his Boyfriend accompany her to wear cap also..They like to go out alot..took alot of pictures. Tragedy struck at Chie..she has to admit to the hospital for treatment..but she is still so cheerful as before..She didn't curse or swear when she got this sickness..I think if is me, i sure cannot do that..so i very impress her. Doctors told her that her tumor in her breast is getting worse, must remove her left breast in order to let her live. She is so sad and scare..She message her boyfriend that if she is not perfect what will he do..Her boyfriend reply, even if you don't have a eye, breast or what, you are still you..I won't leave you. TARO is really a very good boyfriend..

Everytime when he finish his work, he will come to the hospital to accompany Chie..if i'm not wrong, i think after the surgery Chie has get well..but few months later, she was in pain and went to see doctor..Doctor advise her to go to the hospital for checking..The doctor told her that the cancer cells in the body is back..and it spread to her lungs..her left lung has store alot of water inside..and make her can't really breathe. so she need to admit to the hospital again for treatment..The doctor help her to suck out water that store in her lung..This day, her boyfriend take a video camera and took a video of Chie..he ask Chie, what do you do when you are in hospital? She said..LIVING.. she is very cheerful when she say that..Once, she told her boyfriend that she's scare and she wanted to live..can't really imagine that a young lady can be so strong to face all the sickness..Chie's mother had passed away for 9 years..she die of cancer also..So her father is taking care of her. One day,Chie's doctor ask her family members to talk about her condition.Doctor says that her cancer cells had spread very fast and there is nothing they can do about it.So one of her family member ask' how long can she live?' Doctor say..1 month,when the father hear that,he can't take it. He decided not to tell Chie about it ..Chie has got really good friends..her friend ask her before what is her wish..she said, she wish that she can wear wedding gown..So her friend plan with TARO that let her wear wedding gown and took wedding photos..but Chie don't know about it..her friend keep finding a church for her, but if wanna book a church for wedding..must wait for some time. But they got not enough time..so her friend have to search for other church..finally there is a person called her friend and told her that a church can be use..So her friend told Chie about this..

Chie is so happy..but she only thinks that is wear wedding gown and take photos..but she never thinks that her boyfriend is getting her a big surprise..The day before the wedding, her friends help her to make medicure..she say she really love this, is beautiful..The day comes, Chie is not really feeling quite well on that day..so when her condition is good..Friends help her make up and out they go..when Chie is in the car..she is not really feeling ver well..she say when the oxygen pipe is not in her nose..she feel abit can't breathe and she's giddy cause of the car..but she still trying very hard to be ok..finally she wear the gown and take the photos..Her boyfriend told her that if she is well, they will have a real wedding..now only practice..Chie never thinks that her boyfriend will bought a ring and put on her hand..This ring is Chie saw in magazine and she likes it alot..she never thinks that her boyfriend will buy it..She is really very happy..After the wedding not long..Chie's condition is getting worse..after April end, Chie only left not long to live..i forget when she passed away..when she passed away that time..she hold her father's hand and close her eyes..She's gone..forever..she say she wanna call the people who works at the media because she wanna tell all ladies that don't think cancer only middle age people will get..Younger people will also get..and young people can be more serious..The cells will spread very fast..Fast until the doctor can't believe it...Chie really help alot of people after the show came out..There is one lady, she wrote letter to the media saying that after she sees the show, she went to see doctor for checking..and she's got breast cancer..but is a eraly stage..so she wanna thanks Chie for telling them her story..i really feel sad for her..i think she is with her mom in another world..is really a pity that a very cheerful, nice lady will and like that..now i thinks that life is really very important..if i got no tomorrow, i sure will cry@_@! haa..If Chie is around, i think she is properly the most happiest lady in the world..got such a wonderful boyfriend and a nice father and a bunch of good friends..but too bad..she's gone..May god bless her..(Sorry people, i know my english is bad..but i hope you guys can still know what i'm writing(: ) Thank You((: If you guys wanna watch the show..Go youtube.com type 生命里最后一个月的花嫁part1/11 But only got chinese subtitles. And they also film it as a movie..haa(: bye


2:30 AM | Thursday, December 3, 2009 | 0 Comments












Hello(: i nv blog for a long long time..haha..cos im tooooo lazy to blog..and im busying watching my drama 'Gokusen'! haha..im so loving it man..haa..i think this is better then GTO..haha..the teacher is so funny..LOL! I wanna go watch the movie..But i think no one will acc me go..as my friends they all sure not interested dehhs loh..haa. Hias, shall see how. Post some pics that i went to my cousin PeiFen's Wedding. Congrates them..haha..she and her bf date for 8 years and then married..so sweet..8 years..i wonder how they do it..haha..i think i cnt face a man for too many years, i sure will see his face, see till sian diao -.-! haha..The sec pic that man is my father..i think i got don't know how many years nv take photos with him..haha..i still rmb i got take neoprint with him when i was pri 5 or 6..after that, jiu nv take le..haa..Next time i shall take photo with him(: LOL! My super cute nephew VARNER grow super big and fast..haha..i carry him until my hands wanna break..he is so cute ok! haha..but abit naughty..likes to see cars, buses..just like his father..i think when he is big..he sure like his father, crazy over cars..haha..school had end..no more school for the time being..don't know is good or bad..don't know my result is good or bad also..lols..hope is good or okok loh..haha..im so lazt to get a job..but i must get a job to earn some $$!!haha..FIGHT~OH~! haha..bye^^