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Hello, im Jacqueline but everyone call me jacq but please dont call me jack and the bean stalk! if not i will smack your face till they turn into a baluku!
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4:10 AM | Sunday, March 29, 2009 | 0 Comments
Long time no update my blog le..haha..cause i got nth to update also..Tania ask me to update..so update give her see bahhs..(tania, see i treat you so good..want me updats, i jiu update!)haha..Firstly, i so bored at home..faster wed and thurs lah..haha..wed going to www again..but is with edna, yan, eng and one of their friend..haha..nv go out and play with them before..i think got lah..maybe that was 10 years ago or what..haha..i have a black face when i was young..so, not many pp really like me..is like pp owe me $100000000000..i seldom smile or talk to anybody..even my relatives..so i think that;s why they dislike me bahhs..haha..but don't know since when..i started to like a chicken backside..which talks alot..jokes ard..and making stupid things or actions to make pp laugh..haha..from that day, my life have change..i dont have a black face anymore.. haha..i smile to everyone..haha..and i have friends..true friends..which i can talk to..share my problems..i dont know why i have such good twe friends..haha..i really thank god for giving me such friends..although we seldom meet out or what..but we still got contact each other..wheever we have problems, we will fell not happy with each other..but soon..the problem will fade away..and we are back to normal..haha..i hope when we grown up..we can still be best friends..haha..thanks tania and gim!haha..

Actually i didnt know why they are so many pp dislike me last time..haha..but is the past le..so i dont really bother it so much..times really files..is like ytd i was a 5..today ima 18 already..haha..ima old liao..haha..but i still quite happy..now i can chit chat with my cousins, get crazy with them..haha..so ima happy nah..haha..but i long time nv see one of my cousin(mei ting)..wonder if she happy with her life now..haha..i was close with her since young..but all had change..due to some of her family problems..haha..but i hope she alright now..and live happily..haha..to be truth..i really wanted a family..although i have now..but is not in one piece..i envy tania and gim they all..there have mama, papa, bro and her staying tgt..everyday can look ad them..i, everyday look ad my mama only..hse, only got two pp and one dog only..eating time..is i alone eat..but i not think i pathetic lah..is just that i very ke xi..haha..everyone wants a good family mah..who dont want right..haha..but i nv really think so much lah..haha..i have no father since i was 5 or 6..is like 12 years with no papa life..so i use to it le..haha..heard tania says gim is gonna treat us steamboat..haha..but really feel very ps leh..everytime is they treat me..they really my cabbage head..always let me chop..haha..thanks for letting me chop..haha..i glad that i now is a joker..if not i think i sure emo like a crazy..haha..happy(:

Lastly..i have a feeling..but the feeling cant really blog out..haha..later pp see..sure think i wat wat wat..or wat wat wat lah..haha..dont know whether how he/she feel..haha..but i can only say you are a good person..if other pp not tresure you..dont feel sad or what..cis one day sure got pp will treat you as baobei and treasure you dehhs..haha..when first time i saw you..i think you very diao loh..haha..not like talking to us..only talks to your friend..but when i kow you better..i really feels that you are nice and funny..can get to be friends with you, i feel very happy..i just hope you will be happy and forget your unhappiness..whatever bad things have happened..let it go..dont hold it back..if not you will hurt much dehhs..haha..i dont think you will see this..i just write shuang only..haha..so just be happy nah!!haha(: hope everyday is a good day to you!((:

haha..so today post until here le bahhs!!haha..shall blog when ima free..haha..bye peepos((:


4:28 AM | Thursday, March 26, 2009 | 0 Comments


















4:05 AM | | 0 Comments
Eh,Hmm..shall blog today..cause at home wanna rot until die liao..haha..was ah ma birthday on tuesday..so we went to celebrate..we just go to one of the coffee shop to have our dinner..we went there alot of times..cos the food there quite nice lah..haha..mom and i took bus to bedok..meet ah ma..before we meet ah ma..mom n i went to sheng siong there bought things..we bought tooth paste..haha..and i bought facial foam..actually wanna buy the tanaka white one..but the lady say no good..so didnt get to buy it..haha..after that..ah ma came, so we take bus to the coffee shop there..walau..we long damn long to the bus stop leh..my leg almost broke..lols..that coffee shop damn hard to find ah..i rather take taxi go there..haha..i hope next time when we go is got pp drive or taxi bring..if not i will ki siao ah..haha..so we are the first to reach..then we waited for a very long time..then all the pp come..shit loh..i damn fucking hungry already..they still slowly slowly come..haha..but nvm lah..Varner look more n more cute..haha..look so much like ah boon..haha..his eyes damn big man..but he like scre of me..think is i nv always play with him or what..then not close to me..haha..is ok..next time i shall play with him..haha..will post some photos today!haha..

next is..ytd..jie came to my hse..cause she say she want me to be her model..she wanna put make up on my face..so i say ok nor..haha..ad first was really funny..i ask her really dont need use double eyelid sticker..she say nah, sont need lah..use le later look so fake..haha..cause my double eyelid like to hide inside..if nv use the sticker..my idiot eyes look damn small..haha..ad first..she say my eyes very hard to draw..then she say she wont give up..so until one hour later..finally she work out what color to use on my eyes..haha..after i put finish my fake eyelashes..everything seem like perfect..haha..mom say i look pretty..haha..credits go to jie..thanks!shall post one or two photos..haha...

lastly..i really very boring ad home ah..everyday..slp wake up eat..knn like pig siahs..getting fatter and fatter..ccb..why no pp wanna hire me for jobs leh..idiot..haha..so boring ad home..friends like all not free..all dont wanna go out and play..i want sch faster reopen lah..cb..haha..so boring!!!!!!!i wanna study hard for my stupid exams!haha..i wanna go poly!haha..must do well next time..i swear!!!haha..hope everything will be fine!haha..k lah..today shall post until here..haha..bye^^


6:36 AM | Saturday, March 21, 2009 | 0 Comments










6:08 AM | | 0 Comments
YoYo!!ytd was fun man..haha..went www with friends..haha..i think ima too excited, thats why cant slp the day before..haha..so i woke up ad 4am then watch dvd till 7 then go slp awhile..haha..then 8.45am wake up and prepare..haha..meet nad ad woodland interchange..then went yishun to meet sathya, melsha, haziq, axel and his gf(shuyun)..not shiyun..haha..then shawn came the last..dickson says he nv go..so we headed to pasir ris..we take 39 go..haha..i saw su yeon ytd..haha..he study ad tampines JC now..haha..shuyun(axel's gf)..actually is quite nice lah..good to chat with her..haha..we chit chat until we reach pasir ris..haha..she's a nice gal..axel so good..can find such a good gf..haha..then suddenly shawn say, dickson got come..haha..when we reach there..i feel damn excited man..ima a mountain turtle lah..nv go before..so, ima excited lah!haha..walau..the queue for buying the tickets damn fuckng long man..we queue for ad least half and hour then reach our turn..haha..so we gals go change 1st..haha..i took out my eyelashes..haha..so paiseh..cos i seldom nv wear eyelashes go out..haha..but nvm lah..nobody gonna see me anyway..i also dont care..all i want is to have fun..haha..so we started to play..we go to the pool 1st..to went ang swim 1st..i was scare that my clothes were wet..so i din run to the water..until they all tell me to go down..then i go down..haha..so fun..and i have scare too..when playing the slide..omg..damn freaking scary..i scream like hell..haha..then the life guard say..relax..you northview student some more..i ask him how he know i northview..he say becos i wear NV dehhs pe shorts..then he last time also NVSS student..haha..i was so paiseh..i and shuyun sit..haha..she say i scream until she wanna laugh..haha..but really very scary mah..haha

Soon, dickson came..haha..then we play tgt the float which can sit 6 person dehhs..(dk what it call)..haha.we only got 9 pp..so we spilt in to 4 and 5..me, nad, sathya, dickson and shawn..another group is axel, shuyun. mel and haziq..haha..it was fun..abit scary nah..haha..then we go to the wave..haha..cos i scare swimming in the deep pool..so i and shuyun go get the float..haha..so scary..cos got down before..so ima scare..haha..but was fun nah..my face ytd turn red colour..i sacre i will sun burn..i hope dont..haha..but i fell mysle abit black..haha..i shall go again..haha..think we play till 5 plus..then finish bathing jiu go eat..haha..we ate KFC..haha..eat until very full..haha..then shawn thay jiu go back to yishun..while i, sathya, axel and shuyun..they acc me to Raffles City to get nad mascara..haha..jie say my face like very black..haha..so sad..haha..after meeting jie to take mascara..we jiu go walk walk awhile..then i see one hello kitty dehhs sticker..haha..so cute..not relly exp..$5 dollars log..haha..but i was not enough $$..so i tell axel..if next time you come here agin..bring me..cos i wanna buy the sticker..haha..we walk until our leg dan pain ah..haha..ard 9 plus..we jiu take mrt go home..haha..i was very tired sehhs..haha..went home watch teebee jiu slp liao..haha..i shall go www again..haha..i love playing water!!!

haha..will post some photos today!haha..byebye^^


9:24 AM | Thursday, March 19, 2009 | 0 Comments
Hi peepos! Here i am blogging..haha..days nv blog already..this few days not was busy..but lazy to blog..tmr..going to WWW!!!haha..hope there is no rain!haha..today haha..all the while i copy only..only some,i manage to do it myself..haha..i went to study with axel, sathya anh haziq ytd..didint really study much..just dont know why my brain just couldnt concentrate..lols..maybe i lost interest in studying already..haha..actually i wanted to go poly dehhs..but in this situation..i dont even think i can go higher nitec siahs..haha..so lousy man!lols..but i still wanna give it a try..i really hope i can pass..i dont need very high marks..just get to to higher nitec jiu can liao..haha..aim for poly man..but dont wanna waste mom's money leh..poly seem like exp to us..haha..if i could get into poly..i will go half work half study..so that i can pay half of my fees..haha..but dont think so can get in nah..haha..oh ya..today watched 'Quarantine' inside class with classmates..haha..at first i was like wanna vomit liao..cos the old lady go bite the poilce neck..haha..but i find it quite ok lah..not so nice..haha..but i was scare that the virus is true..cos i was once kana dog bite before mah..haha..but i dont think is true nah..haha..if really true,i think all singaporean die liao lohhs..haha..

woah..today dont feel so well..my face and head was damn knn hot siahs..then feel like vomiting too..haha..lucky i go home rest..if not think tmr cant go liao..haha..i think i very mountain turtle lohhs..first time go www..haha..i seldom go like this..cos gim n tania both like dont like to go..so bo bian..haha..actually this few days..i really feel moody whenever ima alone..i really dont know what's wrong with me..haha..maybe my brain go haywire..haha..shit ass dehhs lehhs..haha..is like i feel so restless and sick..dont know what to do at home..haha..slp slp slp..slp in afternoon..at night jiu cant slp..haha..Fuck dehhs lohhs..haha..Shawn was back with his gf..ima happy for them lah..hope this time really last long..bless them!haha..
To:AXEL

happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to AXEL!!!!!!!
happy birthday to you!

march 20 is axel's birthday..haha..i wish him all the best then happy always..and last long with his wifey!!!!!!haha..tmr his wifey (shiyun) will also be coming..haha..hope she have fun!!haha..

last but not least..tmr going to www got...
JACQUELINE LIN(me)
MELSHA SIM
NADIYA
SATHYA
AXEL
SHIYUN
HAZIQ
KELLY
SHAWN SOH HAN SIANG
DICKSON

haha..that's all for todays..lazy to type more..haha..byebye^^
hope tania mouth faste
r not pain!!!haha..



4:42 AM | Sunday, March 15, 2009 | 0 Comments
Have been thinking alot of things this few days..i dont kow why my mood was so not unhappy now..haha..my 'lai ang' haven want come..so i dont know why i so angry, restless and unhappy..lols..after seeing that idiot scary movie..i cant slp for a few days..keep thinking the woman eyes..haha..hais..actually i got alot of things wanna say..but i dont know how to write it out..haha..today suppose to go out with sathya they all..but last min din go..due to axel, cos he need to wait for his father to come back then go..then he say he need to come all the way to yishun..then i jiu say dont go loh..actually we gonna study and go IT fair walk walk one..but too bad..nv go..disappointed..haha..nvm lah..next time then go out tgt..haha..i dont know what ima thinking leh..it seems like my brain is gonna burst..but i really cant tell what i thinking..WTF! lols..i hope someone who could talk to me..but i dont wish to bother anyone..haha..nvm..i will just keep my mouth to myself..if not later pp will think i very fan..haha..now watching ko3..haha..i really like all the characters inside..haha..all the shuai ge..haha..espcially Liu Bei..haha..i wish to go borrow SanGuoYanYi..haha..but the book damn thick man..i think if i read..my mind will go insane ah..haha..k lah..zao liao..gonna watch my ko3..then go do my things..haha..byebye@_@!


4:00 AM | Thursday, March 12, 2009 | 0 Comments
today went to watch "coming soon"..the Thai ghost movie..went with nad, mel, sathya and axel..cos we finish our sch ad 10..we got nth to do..jiu go watch movie loh..lols..the movie was scary..omg..i hope this wont happen to me..is like if anybody see the movie..you will haunt by the ghost..scary man..make me creeps now..lols..the story was like..There was once a woman, who kidnapping small children and gorge their eyes out and treat them like her own child..the woman looks is very horrigible man..is like she had abit of hair..then her leg got problem..she have to drag her leg when she walk..so one day, all the villagers came to this lady house to find their child..there is one small gal who has kidnap by her, ad first she try to run away..but in the end she fail..her eyes was also gorge too..the villages found the woman and the children with the eyes gorge..the villagers wanted to kill the woman..so, got one lady he take the knife and slash the woman mouth..then the hanged her..but but..the lady wasnt die..she was staying ad the place where keep pp whose mad..

So, the ghost wasn't her..haha..actually when the film this film..got one actress name ingchan..she was die..becos of the stupid director..he say that when she was hang..her expression wasn't good..so they try and try..until got one time, the director sees is good..the other man is using the camera to film 'behind the scene of hanging'..suddenly he saw one of the string has broke..so the lady was really hang..not fake..when they realise it..and pull her down, she was already died..she die until so scary..in the end..the hero(shane) die..his gf (som) also die..the end is damn scary..haha..when we finish the movie..we wanted to go to the toilet..suddenly nad..she saw the poster of the 'coming soon'..she run like hell siahs..haha..she say she scare..haha..actually i also scare nah..haha..after watching movies..we went to walk..then go long john eat..finish eating..jiu go home le..haha..

ps: you dont nit to say sorry..is not your fault..you kept your promise..is just that i dont know why things will turn like that..i nv found a guy who is better than you..so dont anyhow think..you take good care of yourself..anthing just give me a msg..take care..

k lah..zao liao..gonna watch tv..haha..when free then blog..byebye^^

oh ya..is a sad that shawn nv come..haha..if he come..wahhs.. i think he will kar jiao us until siao ah!!lols..bye^^


7:16 AM | Wednesday, March 11, 2009 | 0 Comments
Everything is over..ima sorry for what i've done for you..just hope you will be happy..sorry..take good care of youeself..and be happy..you are not a failure..you are a nice good person..i hope everything will be fine for you..if you got anything..just msg me..we are still friends!take care =]]]


6:17 AM | Tuesday, March 10, 2009 | 0 Comments
HELLO PEEPOS!!
haha..back blogging..today went to meet gim..cos she wanna give me her ite uni mah..so meet her go take loh..in the end, forget to take..haha..i wanted to buy some diamonds for my nails..so went to daiso ad vivo to buy..due to my laziness and my stupid hand..i ask gim to help me to paste all the diamonds..haha..then went to her hse to make my fingers loh..i got upload the pics..i think is quite nice lah..like it too..but i very clumsy..later i think 2 to 3 days..all the diamonds all jiu drop liao..haha..funny..today gim mom cook potatoes soup..she scope one bowl give me drink..haha..i think is quite nice..haha..i hope mom will cook soup for me..but too bad..she dont have the time..she must work..hais..envy ong gim hui so much..got mommy to cook soup everyday..then her mom ask me to eat dinner with them tgt..ad first i is dont want dehhs..but in the end..still sit down and eat with them..haha..i long time nv eat with my family..actually..i nv eat with my real father b4..like real family..i only eat with my new dad and bros..actually..all i want is to have papa, mama, two bros and me staying tgt and happily ever after..but i dont have..i hate it when is ad night, i have to be alone at home..


i always envy that pp who have a good family..hais..next time when i got married..i sure will give my children a nice, good and well family..hope my husband will be a good man..not like my father..like to gamble..now then he quit..already too late..my small bro..which is not the same mother as me..i really envy him..he staying with papa, his mama, his sis ang da ge plus da sao..like one family..not like me..only got mom and yuki acc me..wtf siahs..cb loh..hais..nvm lah..hope next time i will reborn in a good family..lols...haha..

PS: TO SOMEONE WHO DARE NOT SAY SOMETHING TO ME..BUT SAY TO OTHER PP DEHHS PP! IF YOU WANNA ASK PP SOMETHING..PLS..ASK IN FORNT OF ME..DONT GEI SIAO ASK ME NICE NICE..THEN ASK PP LIKE WANNA GIVE ATTITUDE..OK..IF ANYTHING YOU BUAY SONG, TELL ME..I WILL SOLVE THE PROB WITH YOU..BUT YOU DONT DO LAN JIAO TAIJI BEHIND..WE NOT AH LIAN..WE IS TALK TO YOU..NOT CALL PP TO COME DOWN TO PIA ZUI..YOU DONT TELL PP WE WANNA BULLY YOU OR WHAT..WE ARE NOT OK..BLOODY HELL ASS..I NV SAY ALL PP SCARE OF ME OR WHAT..IS SOMETIMES YOU REALLY GIVE PP LAN JIAO ATTITUDE LOH..PP THEN WILL SAY YOU DEHHS HOR..SAY LIAO, YOU JIU BUAY SONG..AIYA IF GOT ANYTHING JUST SAY OUT..I WONT SCOLD YOU OR BEAT YOU..JUST WANNA SOLVE OUR PROBLEMS OK!TY VERY MUCH!


k lah..going le..so tired..haha..byebye^^


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8:49 AM | Sunday, March 8, 2009 | 0 Comments
Back blogging..haha..due to my laziness..so din blog for fews days..haha..this few days, been thinking alot..why i cant be a nice and good daughter..my mom thins few days keep on scolding me like nobody business..i hate it..but i nv say back her, cause if i say back..later sue will have things happened..but i feel like exploding le..hais..sometimes i really didn't know how to please her..i also lah..so lazy..everything all wait wait wait..cb me..HARDWORKING can anot jacqueline lin..fuck siahs..somehow i think my life so sucks man..but i still wanna live lah..i havent enjoy my life yet..when i enjoy finish then die..haha..ytd, went out with jie..cos she say wanna bring me go shopping..so we went to vivo..then we ate at the food republic..ong..we order a claypot laksa..it cost $6.90..wtf..so exp loh..some more damn not nice..haha..we regret it so much..haha..we eat finish..chat awhile jiu go home le..haha..was fun ytd..next time shall go out with darling..haha..sorry ah darling..nv acc you..haha..sorry sorry..now watching KO3..haha..it is nice..haha..XIU so handsome..so as the Hu Yu Wei..haha..their name so cute..Liu Bei, Guan Yu, and more..San Guo Yan Yi..haha..but too bad tat Fei Lun Hai din really act so much..haha..but i still think this drama is nice lah..haha..cos got my favourite Xiu..haha..but i think he also act awhile bahhs..dk..shall go see my drama now..lazy to write more..haha..zao liao..haha..bye^^loves darling!


4:00 AM | Tuesday, March 3, 2009 | 0 Comments
Shit Fuck..Shouldn't have watch that movie..make me until got nightmare until now like crying..cb knn..Fuck loh..the idiot movie"My Bloody Valentine"..Melsha and me, today we went to watch it..it's quite nice lah..but the man killing very er xin loh..he use the weapon that is digging for the gold one..sharp sharp dehhs to kill pp..piang eh..shivering now..idiot..hais..suay suay gan suay lah..pcb..i wish to call someone and talk..but i dont know who to call..now i scare to go outside loh..even though it is a movie..but i dont know why i so scare..hais..wtf..darling got dengue..hais,,i hope he is alright..i dont want anything happen to him nah..everythingwill be alright dehhs..yeah..not scare not scare..haha..but the movie is nice lah..lucky nv watch 3d..if not i sure vomit ah..haha..actually i got alot of things to say dehhs..but i sacre until i forget everything..haha..just hope darling is fine jiu ok liao..Love gareth darling..muaacks!<33
Tmr will be a better day..hope tonight i slp..no nightmare!!!!!!!!! God bless me!


3:20 AM | Sunday, March 1, 2009 | 0 Comments
HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!
haha..today wake up ad 11 then do housework..do until 1 plus..then go bathe and prepare to go ah boon(bro's hse)..haha..mom went there early in the morning..to prepare food..haha..lok mee! haha..i reach there abt 3..then see my handsome nephew, Varner..haha..his bones now hard liao..so dont need scare later i carry him, then accidently broke his neck..haha..he;s damn cute leh..eyes so big abd round round dehhs..and he grown fat..it's good..haha..not like that time when he's born..skinny like a monkey..opps!haha..love him man..haha.. Varner was slping, suddenly he wakes up..then mom went in to see him..so i tag along lah..at first he was smiling all the way..suddenly..he cry like hell man..mom say is he saw my face..cos i not everytime go see him mah..not close..he scare..but i tell mom, now i scare him dehhs..cos just now he smile ad me..then like want me to carry him mah..haha..aiyah..dont know lah..haha..

Btw, ytd went to mom's gugu dehhs song ka..it was the last day..so we went to the new cremation centre ad mandai..haha..is the sec time i go..first time is lao yi pass away..sec is this time..when i reach there, there are alot of unfamiliar faces ad there..haha..but we all got blood connections dehhs..they all say i look like my mother..and me and my mother look like sister..i was like,OMG..am i really tat old..then one of my uncle say..is not you look old..is your mom look young..haha..i dont think i look old loh..i so chubby..wahahaha..gim and tania look more old then me..haha @_@...i din cry ytd ad the cremation center..i hold back my tears lah..i scare if i cry, my mom will say..you cry for what..you dont even know her..haha..then i nv cry lah..even i hear got pp cry..haha..i hope none of my close relatives or family pass away..cos i dont wanna cry leh..i dont wanna lost pp who are important to me..haha..everything is ok nowadays..haha..so i hope everyday is the same nah..haha..ok lah..shall blog someday!haha..LOVE GARETH!haha..
BYEBYE^^


3:16 AM | | 0 Comments